Chastity White Rose

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  • The Checkerboard

    The checkerboard is the very embodiment of the balance of black and white. Cleanly organized into squares and an equal number of pixels that are black and white. The force is balanced and the image is at peace as the light and the darkness are together and it’s a beautiful thing.

    That is the true meaning of the poem of light and darkness. Black and White are not only colors used to describe objects that other humans value. Not to me. They are much more. I understand this and I have the power!

  • To Judge or Not to Judge

    To Judge or Not to Judge

    My mother got on my case about how wrong I am to judge people for murdering animals because most of them don’t know better.
    However I am confused as to what she means when she talks about not judging.
    If someone tells me not to judge them, usually I find out they mean that they want me to never explain that they are wrong about something they do. They want me to pretend that there is no right and wrong and play the game of moral relativism.
    And I believe this silly attitude about judging comes from reading this silly bible verse that I don’t understand anyway and besides I don’t care about because I’m not a Christian.
    And until somebody really clarifies what they mean by judging, I’m not having a conversation.
    But in my experience this phrase has always seemed to mean that people are trying to tell me: “Never criticize anything I do or tell me that the killing of animals or the unborn babies is wrong!”
    Well my response to that is: Don’t you ever tell me I’m wrong for telling you that what you are doing is wrong! If you do then you’re doing the same thing to me that you don’t like me doing to you, and that makes you the hypocrite.
    But I’m not a hypocrite because I’m not the fool that said anyone including me should not be judged.
    And I am grateful that the other vegans told me that what I was taught to do was wrong. If nobody knows what they are doing is wrong, how can they change?
    So I say judge yourself and others for this is the way to improvement!
    And specifically to my vegan friends I say judge the difference between the carnists who are merely ignorant and those who will never change because they do know they are doing wrong and simply don’t care.

  • Silly Poem

    I have a message from Honesty the Unicorn.

    The black and white, the darkness and the light.

    The pleasure and the pain, the vegetables and the grain,

    The male and female, the letter and the email

    They cannot be separated forever, they shall go together.

  • Hikari and Yami Love Poem

    I’ll tell you a story both black and white. Of darkness who loved the light.

    And light loved the darkness but when the light came near, the darkness would disappear.

    H: Why do you run when I appear? What is it that you fear?

    Y: I have no fear it’s just the way. I rule the night and you rule the day.

    H: I want you with me in the day. There must be something to make you stay.

    Y: I cannot stay, it is a rule. Whoever made it is a fool.

    H: This makes me sad and want to cry, I won’t give up till we die.

    Y: Do not cry, only shine. For I am yours and you are mine.

    H: For you I’ll shine, and nature rewrite, so that darkness can coexist with light.

    Y: Shine brightly Hikari for in the night, the smallest candle gives those who are lost sight.

    H: And you,my Yami, stay as black as you are, and know that I am never far.

  • Coming out letter

    The following is my first attempt at explaining my new identity as a transwoman. I sent it to some friends and got mixed reactions but I think it explains a lot about me and I feel better after writing it. If I post it here then I hopefully won’t lose it and can refer back to it.

    “I have been going through a lot in my life that people don’t really know. I’ve had a phase that’s lasted over ten years and I’ve given up trying to hide my feelings and just tell what’s important to know to my close friends.

    I want to keep this short and sweet so here it is. I’ve figured out that the best possible explanation for my bizarre feeling in relation to my gender dysphoria and confusion about my sexual orientation is that I really am a transwoman. I do not experience the same thoughts that other men do and I have always identified more closely with females.

    I know that there will be some confusion about this especially for those who are less educated on LGBT issues or haven’t experienced it themselves. But quite frankly the shortest way to say it is that while I’m aware that I’m biologically male in appearance. My inner life of my thoughts, or perhaps you might call it my life force, soul, or spirit is that which identifies with the things which are more feminine and which are the content of the dreams of little girls full of unicorns, ponies, rainbows, and friendship.

    I truly have no interest in the same things that other men do and I’m not interested in sexual relationships with women. I don’t think I’m gay and I still currently identify as asexual, meaning only that I care as little for sexual things as I do for animal products as a vegan.

    And I already know what some people are thinking. That my bad experiences in my life have just confused me and I need to snap out of it. If only it were so simple.

    I’m just not going to be a cisgender heterosexual male that most people, including the strange women who are attracted to me, would like me to be.

    The most important thing about me is not that I want to identify as a woman or what sexual orientation I happen to feel like at the time. The important thing is that I’m a smart compassionate person who cares so much for the animals that I’ve vowed Chastity for the animals and made an oath not to humans but to the animals that I will dedicate my life to non violence and part of this is remaining a Virgin for life to make sure I never force another being into existence who will suffer and could also become another carnist who will hurt the animals that I love.

    I know it may sound crazy but it makes sense to me and I believe this will help to explain what I feel is my new name: Chastity White Rose.

    For my desire is to be morally pure and love without asking for a reward as is the nature of sexual love. And that’s why the white rose symbolizes my purity.

    I may be crazy or mentally unstable but I feel pretty good about this and I hope this can be understood but if not, at least I tried.”