Some of you who follow my Facebook posts lately may notice that I have not been posting my usual content. Aside from resharing an occasional Vegan or Pro-life post from a friend, I have given up on Facebook as a means for communicating anything important. Almost anything that actually matters will be censored or fact-checked until no truth is left.
I may not know much about this complicated world but this I do know. I value truth and this is not because I want hateful or false information shared, but because each person has their own opinion over which things are considered hateful or which things are true. The Golden Rule demands that I don’t censor others because I don’t like it when it is done to me. Trying to control which truth people see means that people may never know what is actually true. When you believe that the truth is on your side, you will not fear people saying the opposite.
There are also many times when I thought I knew what was true, yet I had only heard one side of the story. There are as many sides as there are life forms to observe them. Knowing the absolute truth is not easy because it’s complicated and is not handed down to you in one easy package.
For years I have called myself Pro-Life. This is still true. I am a Vegan for the animals as well as for humans and do not approve of any violence. But even this is second to truth. It is possible to kill someone and take their life. But there are those who devote their life to the truth, even at the cost of their life. These are the bearers of light which Honesty the Unicorn told me about. Many have died and yet there will always be more. For life has no beginning nor end nor does the truth. Once someone dies, they can no longer be threatened with the loss of their life nor can they be made to lie to save their life.
Many things have happened to me this past year and many things have I told and many will never be told on the internet both for reasons of censorship and also because most of you do not really know me enough to be trusted with the truth. But I ask that you seek the truth with all your heart, soul, strength, and mind. Those who seek the truth with a pure heart will find it.
May the light of truth shine upon your tears. And may the Horse be with you!
I totally only bought Saga Frontier because it has Princess White Rose in it. It doesn’t even matter if I finish the game because this screenshot was so worth it.
Those of you who have followed my blog probably can understand why. The white rose has so much symbolic meaning to me and became part of my name, Chastity White Rose.
May 15 is my birthday. I am 34 years old today and for the first time, I am actually quite satisfied with where I am in life. That was not the case 3 years ago, however. At that time I was in both physical and emotional pain. I also did not trust anyone enough to talk about my struggles because I believed nobody cared except my mother and yet I thought she could not relate to my type of problems.
But things have changed a lot in the past 3 years. I still see much evil in the world and it is easy to get depressed, but I have also been able to see the good in myself and others. I have a much better understanding of who I am and what I believe. I do not know where I will be going next in life but I’ll try to enjoy the journey.
One of the biggest things that caused the change was the day I started writing a story. I started out writing a story of a perfect paradise where no animals were hurt. But then something rather unusual happened, I started having a conversation with a unicorn in this world that was like a dream. Sometimes I was writing what I remembered from a dream while I was asleep.
Other times it was as though the dream was happening even while I was awake. I would probably have looked conscious to others but I was not fully present in the physical world and would often have no memory of what I had just been doing. I am not exactly sure what was going on but I came to realize I do not know what reality is anymore. Honesty the Unicorn talked to me about all my thoughts and feelings and I don’t know how much I was writing the story and how much the story was writing me. I published these conversations as books and have been trying to share them with the world.
And so I would like to start a new tradition this year on my birthday. What I want from my friends and family is not presents, parties, or birthday cards in the mail. I just want people to read this story and let me know what you really think of it. You will probably think I am just mentally insane, and yet, I know something has happened to me that is beyond labels. I hope that you also meet your truth if you haven’t already. I met mine, and its name is Honesty. The unicorn healed me with its silver horn of truth. The legends are true.
I haven’t posted on this blog all that much lately but I have been continuing writing part 5 of the Chandler’s Honesty series. I have also learned a lot about ebook formats and publishing in this process. I recently worked on getting all 3 of my mom’s books published on Smashwords. I was required to created a linked table of contents for her poetry book.
Also, my unicorn story is part of an official series on Smashwords as well.
Our books have been published on Amazon already but lately I am learning about the different types of ebook formats. I recommend using Smashwords if you want to read on an electronic device and buying the paperbacks off Amazon if you want real books.
Also I took some new pictures of my face in the hopes of having a nice author photo for part 5 of my series.
I like both the pictures so much that I think either of them could be used. I feel really cute for some reason. I guess my mother was right all along but I didn’t believe her!