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  • J and the Red Dress

    There is a story I’d like to tell you because it’s really quite funny but at the same time a little sad. There was this girl who decided she wanted to be my girlfriend. I’ll refer to her as J.

    You see J met me online and thought she was in love with me. I was cool with it at first until she started doing dangerous things like trying to hitchhike to my town. Later she came on a train with no warning without permission from me and my mom. She stayed with us for a few days but acted stranger over time and we now know she is bipolar and was having a hyper manic episode.

    She also repeatedly tried to kiss me and talk me into having sex and I was pretty upset about that because I had explained first thing to her that I was never going to have sex with her or anyone.

    But during that time I learned a few things. First not to reveal where I lived to people I don’t know very well online. The second and most important thing for me was that I had confirmation beyond a shadow of a doubt that I had no sexual interest in women. Here was this girl who would run around in our apartment naked and was begging me to have sex with her too. My only thought was hoping that she would find someone else for that and stop pestering me.

    I feel really bad for her because I know she knows not what she does and I have no anger at her. I just hope she gets the emotional help and medication that she needs and reaches stability in her life.

    And the third thing I learned happened the time when she let me wear her red dress. I remember the feeling I got from that and will never forget. Thank you J, where ever you are and I wish you the best.

  • Rose Song

    I love all the pretty roses!
    All the roses of the world!
    Red, Pink, Yellow, Black, and White.
    They are precious in my sight!
    I love all the pretty roses of the world!

  • The Checkerboard

    The checkerboard is the very embodiment of the balance of black and white. Cleanly organized into squares and an equal number of pixels that are black and white. The force is balanced and the image is at peace as the light and the darkness are together and it’s a beautiful thing.

    That is the true meaning of the poem of light and darkness. Black and White are not only colors used to describe objects that other humans value. Not to me. They are much more. I understand this and I have the power!

  • To Judge or Not to Judge

    To Judge or Not to Judge

    My mother got on my case about how wrong I am to judge people for murdering animals because most of them don’t know better.
    However I am confused as to what she means when she talks about not judging.
    If someone tells me not to judge them, usually I find out they mean that they want me to never explain that they are wrong about something they do. They want me to pretend that there is no right and wrong and play the game of moral relativism.
    And I believe this silly attitude about judging comes from reading this silly bible verse that I don’t understand anyway and besides I don’t care about because I’m not a Christian.
    And until somebody really clarifies what they mean by judging, I’m not having a conversation.
    But in my experience this phrase has always seemed to mean that people are trying to tell me: “Never criticize anything I do or tell me that the killing of animals or the unborn babies is wrong!”
    Well my response to that is: Don’t you ever tell me I’m wrong for telling you that what you are doing is wrong! If you do then you’re doing the same thing to me that you don’t like me doing to you, and that makes you the hypocrite.
    But I’m not a hypocrite because I’m not the fool that said anyone including me should not be judged.
    And I am grateful that the other vegans told me that what I was taught to do was wrong. If nobody knows what they are doing is wrong, how can they change?
    So I say judge yourself and others for this is the way to improvement!
    And specifically to my vegan friends I say judge the difference between the carnists who are merely ignorant and those who will never change because they do know they are doing wrong and simply don’t care.

  • Silly Poem

    I have a message from Honesty the Unicorn.

    The black and white, the darkness and the light.

    The pleasure and the pain, the vegetables and the grain,

    The male and female, the letter and the email

    They cannot be separated forever, they shall go together.