Chastity White Rose

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  • Black and White Brain

    Black and White Brain

    People accuse me of thinking only in black and white. This is true. Everything is black and white to me. I see everything in terms of two states. Any serious computer programmer knows that all things can be represented as a series of bits either being zero or one. The full spectrum of colors is almost always represented as 24 bits. 8 bits for each of the 3 primary colors Red, Green, and Blue.

    You can’t of course represent much with only one bit, but when many of them are combined, everything in the computer world you have ever seen, including all the video games still depends on this binary system.

    I even have a system that explains gender in binary, but as far as I know, I am the only one who believes in it. I do not believe there is one but representing either male or female. No, there are many bits required just to represent the identity of anyone.

  • Vaccines

    I am aware of the controversy surrounding vaccines but my statement on the matter is that I will always oppose the idea that vaccines should be mandatory. I do not want vaccines forced on me because this would violate both my bodily autonomy and my vegan ethics.

    My own life is not so important that I would support the testing or murder of animals used to produce vaccines. And neither is your life that important, not to me anyway. I do not believe vaccines save human lives and even if they did, I still choose the other animals over humanity. Fewer humans means less harm to them.

  • Evolution and Creationism debates

    I think that one downside to Evolution being taught and promoted is that then people falsely assume that Evolution has a relation to whether people are Christians or Atheists.

    What nonsense. People had infinitely many different beliefs before Evolution became popular and long before Darwin or Lamarck came along.
    And if Evolution was somehow “disproven”(what would that even mean?), it doesn’t give people any reason to pick Christianity as the religion to believe anymore than Islam, Judaism, Hinduism, Buddhism or Jainism.
    But the problem is that people can’t think outside the binary of Christianity or Atheism anymore than they are able to think outside the binary of male or female.
    People will of course keep fighting legal battles over which theories will be taught in schools because everyone is fighting for control over what children are forced to believe. It’s all child abuse either way.
    And I believe the primary motivation is financial. What people believe makes a difference in where they spend their money. Take money out of society and I don’t think we would see nearly the controversial debates that we currently do.

  • I like to name myself

    My mom gave me another speech about how she doesn’t like the name Chastity and that it sounds like titty. She told me never to change my name legally.

    I don’t expect her to get the significance of the name to me but I told her that I have no plans of changing it legally because I’m too lazy to learn to sign my name differently.
    I have nothing against my name Chandler in fact I quite like it, but I also feel that it’s the name that she gave me because she liked it. Children are stuck with whatever name their parents decide to give them. People should be able to name themselves whatever they want when they are older and decide what describes them best.
    In my video games I give myself all kinds of names. I always do Chastity if 8 characters are allowed. If I’m limited to 7 I use Unicorn. If I’m limited to 4 I do Pony.
    I explained to my mom that I am a female unicorn trapped in a male human’s body.

  • I am cursed

    There is a fear I have that I don’t believe I’ve ever mentioned before but it is a fear many biological men must have. I sometimes fear the possibility that someone could falsely accuse me of raping them or claim that I’m the father of their child.

    I was recently reminded of this fear because of the stupid paternity court show that is always on the break room TV at work right before I start my 11 AMshift.
    It seems like a silly fear because obviously there would be no evidence to back up such claims but still I wouldn’t want to have to go to court or have anybody believe such a thing for even a second.
    And that is actually an additional reason to want my male private parts removed. It’s far from the only reason but it is an extra motivation that I do think about often.
    It pains me to live in a world where men have a weapon attached to their body that they use to hurt people. I cannot relate to the feelings other people have about penises or testicles. I see them only as evil and something I wish had never existed.
    I think part of the reason I see myself as a woman is because I do not have any desire to see anything that reminds me of male body parts or masculinity. If given the chance I’ll get an orchiectomy and maybe even full SRS which would remove the penis entirely. I have no use for weapons as I have sworn nonviolence and celibacy.
    And that is why I’ve named myself Chastity to remind me that I am innocent and that I have not done anything wrong. And I feel happy knowing this until I feel the pain in my testicles or get an erection and I am reminded that I am cursed.