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I never knew Greta existed until recently when everything on social media was about her.

As it turns out, she’s basically like a clone of me. An autistic vegan who speaks the truth without the ability to worry about being politically correct or altering her words for popularity.

Many people criticize her because they don’t like her message. In fact I can’t find anything people say about her that they haven’t said about me in the past as I share my opinions on social media.

And Greta is right. Autism is a superpower. Normal people are held back by trying to cater to humans and their sensitive feelings. Use one wrong word and they call you Hitler. But we aspergers people know we can’t win that way so we speak the truth without filter.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Greta_Thunberg

I wrote brand new functions to roll only parts of an image specifically so I could have multiple checkerboards in the same image rolling one pixel each frame. This is the result and I think it was worth the time it took to rewrite these functions. I think I have mastered the art of the checkerboard.

I’ll tell you one fact that I think of all the time. When people see someone who looks like a woman, they don’t think “Oh no! She could rape me!” But they do think this when they see men. Not because men are inherently all rapists but because most are capable of it.

It’s the same way that humans are more evil than a horse. Not because a horse is automatically good, though I tend to think they are, but because they don’t have the power to shoot guns, drop bombs, drive cars, bully people on the internet, or any of the many things humans can do.

Power corrupts. It allows those with bad intentions to achieve their desires. Humanity has grown too large, too powerful, and too incapable of resolving problems without violence. No other species could destroy the planet and kill billions of other animals and cause climate change.

And the reason men have such a bad reputation is because they have always had the power to hurt and control women for no other reason than their strength and penises. I think about this all the time.

The feminist movements should never have existed. We all suffer because of the actions of our male ancestors who enslaved women for thousands of years. Many of the women in their quest for equality have them turned against even the innocent men because of a prejudice which is perfectly understandable.

Should they be afraid of men? Yes, for their protection. Do I want them afraid of me? No, for I could not hurt them. Even if I wanted to, which I don’t, I could not.

I know some of you think me crazy for the things I post like this, but these are my thoughts that haunt me every day of my life.

Ladies of the world, I too am afraid of the men, but even more so I am afraid that I will never be trusted because of the body I was born with. You may not believe me but I am one of you. I am on your side.

And don’t you dare call me a misogynist as many have just because I am against abortion. You have been lied to by the patriarchy into thinking killing your children is freedom, but it was just a clever plan for the men to have sex with more women and to make a lot of money off of you.

My heart is broken over this just like it is over all of the farm animals who are killed because people refuse to be vegan.

And I will do anything to help you see the truth.

You probably won’t hear this from other transgender women because they are often too politically correct and picky about language, but in my experience struggling with gender identity issues, I think the primary motivation for my desire to transition in the future, given the chance, is about not being seen as someone who acts like men stereotypically do.

I don’t drink beer, watch football, have sex, drive a car, hide emotions, try to be tough or violent, kill animals, or any of the countless things that people think being a man is about.

And seriously who really knows what a man or woman is supposed to act like. I don’t really believe in that concept. At the root gender roles are merely the idea that you must act a certain way because of how you look.

“If you have a penis, you should play sports” or “if you have a vagina you must wear pink and have long hair”.

Isn’t that pretty much how people think? That’s the impression I get from observing people.

I don’t really follow what goes on in politics nor do I care much about what idiots in the LGBT population say. They argue over dumb things like about the difference between a transgender person and a cross dresser. And then there is the whole thing about trans people playing competitive sports and if someone has an unfair advantage because they were born male.

And don’t even get me started on all the nonsense that happens when transgender people try to date and then people get angry because they didn’t know the person was trans and then they get sexual and find out the woman has a penis. Weird shit happens in the world because people are just dumb.

I’ve read enough and watched enough transgender people on YouTube to get a basic idea of what goes on.

I have a whole different perspective on such topics and I know one thing, I will not model my life based on any one person or group of them. When you copy someone you also copy their flaws.

I will do things my own way as I always have. I was never the type to like being associated with labels because then those labels become stereotypes just like gender roles.

I just thought of a brilliant programming idea. Technically it would be possible to use an integer array to store all the values of an image. The width, height, bits per pixel, and the array of pixels are all already expected to be 32 bit integers. My functions currently require passing the pointer, width, and height to every single function. But if the width and height were just part of the array then only a pointer would need to be passed to each function in addition to the other arguments that a required such as filenames, etc.

But of course that would require a massive rewrite of the thirty or so functions of C code I already have. Probably not worth the trouble but worth mentioning just because theoretically it COULD be done, which is a nice thought.

But I’d probably be better off using classes with C++ if I was to spend that much time on a rewrite. I would call it “BBM++” .