Author: Chastity White Rose

I love my apartment and I love my job. There may still be time enough for me to live my dreams and do what I want with my life.

It has not been easy getting to this point in my life and I have a few very important things to say right now.

I am 32 years old and I have had a pretty rough life through my childhood growing up in poverty with my mom. Not knowing where your next meal is coming from and having cockroaches and bed bugs crawling over you is no fun.

But the worst experience is how people judge poor people and assume they it’s their fault if they don’t have enough money for food, a car, their own apartment, or whatever else.

People have been horribly rude to me and my mother over these things for years.

And yet now things will change. I have always been an honest and ethical person to the best of my ability. I always try to do my best whether I am working my job for pay or even the life choices I make for which there is no reward.

At times people grossly misunderstand me and make horrible assumptions. My opinions on religion and politics often gets me into trouble and I have always had the struggle of not knowing if, when, or how to speak about any topic.

But I always say exactly what I think or feel. Like Maria from The Sound of Music or the recently popular Greta Thunberg.

And I know people will misunderstand even this post but I will do my best using words even though words are weak.

Most people do not connect words to pictures or videos as I do. Like Temple Grandin, I think in pictures. I have a rare ability to visualize numbers for example and understand how big numbers are and how many objects it represents.

I see the world as numbers, colors, and shapes. I do not see the world the way most of you do. I write computer programs in my head before I have the time to actually type them out and get them working on a computer.

But this unique way I see things has led me to be quite an awesome person and I really like who I am. And finally things are starting to work out.

Not because I tried harder or did something different but because I was given the opportunity to prove myself with a full time job that is perfect for me.

I may have given up on humanity but I haven’t given up on myself.

I see there are rumors about climate change being a hoax and Greta Thunberg being an actress paid to speak propaganda to establish a new world order.

That’s fine with me. We need a new world order. A new world where people don’t argue over the words of a 16 year old girl.

It doesn’t actually matter If Greta’s speeches were written for her by rich powerful adults with secret agendas or if it is her own words.

And the reason it doesn’t matter is that those of us who pay attention already know that climate change is happening.

But if climate change was a hoax, it still doesn’t matter! We still need to be vegan to stop murdering animals and we need to stop using non renewable resources like fossil fuels. The bloodshed and pollution is still bad either way.

People argue over theories that are IRRELEVANT!

I never knew Greta existed until recently when everything on social media was about her.

As it turns out, she’s basically like a clone of me. An autistic vegan who speaks the truth without the ability to worry about being politically correct or altering her words for popularity.

Many people criticize her because they don’t like her message. In fact I can’t find anything people say about her that they haven’t said about me in the past as I share my opinions on social media.

And Greta is right. Autism is a superpower. Normal people are held back by trying to cater to humans and their sensitive feelings. Use one wrong word and they call you Hitler. But we aspergers people know we can’t win that way so we speak the truth without filter.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Greta_Thunberg

I wrote brand new functions to roll only parts of an image specifically so I could have multiple checkerboards in the same image rolling one pixel each frame. This is the result and I think it was worth the time it took to rewrite these functions. I think I have mastered the art of the checkerboard.

I’ll tell you one fact that I think of all the time. When people see someone who looks like a woman, they don’t think “Oh no! She could rape me!” But they do think this when they see men. Not because men are inherently all rapists but because most are capable of it.

It’s the same way that humans are more evil than a horse. Not because a horse is automatically good, though I tend to think they are, but because they don’t have the power to shoot guns, drop bombs, drive cars, bully people on the internet, or any of the many things humans can do.

Power corrupts. It allows those with bad intentions to achieve their desires. Humanity has grown too large, too powerful, and too incapable of resolving problems without violence. No other species could destroy the planet and kill billions of other animals and cause climate change.

And the reason men have such a bad reputation is because they have always had the power to hurt and control women for no other reason than their strength and penises. I think about this all the time.

The feminist movements should never have existed. We all suffer because of the actions of our male ancestors who enslaved women for thousands of years. Many of the women in their quest for equality have them turned against even the innocent men because of a prejudice which is perfectly understandable.

Should they be afraid of men? Yes, for their protection. Do I want them afraid of me? No, for I could not hurt them. Even if I wanted to, which I don’t, I could not.

I know some of you think me crazy for the things I post like this, but these are my thoughts that haunt me every day of my life.

Ladies of the world, I too am afraid of the men, but even more so I am afraid that I will never be trusted because of the body I was born with. You may not believe me but I am one of you. I am on your side.

And don’t you dare call me a misogynist as many have just because I am against abortion. You have been lied to by the patriarchy into thinking killing your children is freedom, but it was just a clever plan for the men to have sex with more women and to make a lot of money off of you.

My heart is broken over this just like it is over all of the farm animals who are killed because people refuse to be vegan.

And I will do anything to help you see the truth.