Author: Chastity White Rose

Because I have a full time job now, I am able to afford my rent and bills each month as well as some food. However I need to find a way to save as much money as possible.

It can be quite a challenge to save money when expenses are high. Although I make close to $2000 a month in net pay, my expenses are also pretty high.

My rent is $750 a month which includes the water and trash pickup as well as access to the resident laundromat. A nice deal but still a major chunk of income.

Additionally I have a basic membership with Dr. Diane Voss for $50 a month who is a very nice doctor who cares about her patients but stays out of the insurance business entirely. On the basic plan I can have 3 visits a year.

And then there is the child in Kenya I sponsor through compassion international for $38 a month.

So each month the constant expenses that remain the same are $838

But then there are other bills such as electric, gas, Internet, and renters insurance. The amount on bills can vary greatly and is hard to do the math on but I would have to say that those bills probably combined add up close to $200. Especially that gas bill in the winter makes it bad. That means half of what I make is spent on rent and bills.

So basically the rest of my income is all that is left to spend or save. Food can be quite expensive these days and I try to live extremely cheap to save as much money as I can. Often cereal, peanut butter sandwiches, nuts, and pasta. There are also times I probably spend too much like when I buy 30 bean burritos from Taco Bell, but that provides food for almost a week to take to work for lunch break.

My plan is to save a minimum of $100 a month. I started a new account at my bank which will be my savings.

Additionally, I have United Health Care and a Health Savings Account that can be spent on medical expenses.

And there are so many reasons why saving money is a good idea. Saving for emergencies, things I would like to buy someday(like a new pc that can actually play Minecraft at decent speed), and being able to help others in need.

But the top reason I’m working so hard to save money is because I still have not been able to get my testicles surgically removed. For so many months I have had to work all the time except weekends and holidays and those are the days all doctors offices are closed.

I have made several phone calls and online searches and played phone tag with people who always call me when I’m at work and can’t respond.

My life and mental health depends on my company being out of overtime which I don’t know if it will ever happen. If we get out of overtime, then I will only have to work 40 hours a week instead of 50. When that happens I’ll have the option to work 4 days of 10 hours and get one day during the week off. That will mean I can actually walk or bike to every medical place in Independence or even Lee’s Summit if I have to until I find someone who can help me.

I’m trying to be patient but I’ve been in physical pain so long and I’m going insane. Because of this I am often in my own world and have a hard time thinking of anything but getting out of pain.

But the pain is not only physical. There is also much emotional pain that goes along with it. Every time when I have to bend on my knees to shelve files or every time I lift heavy boxes, I experience the sharp pain in my testicles and it reminds me about all the men in the world with testicles and the testosterone they produce that make men sexual and abuse women. And because of all this sexual activity there is so much rape and pregnancy and abortion.

I know that my testicles don’t actually work because of the damage done to them from multiple injuries. I feel that this is a good thing because it has prevented me from becoming like other men. In fact I’ve said before that if I did have normal testosterone levels, I probably would be acting like the rest of the men and would probably be having sex like the rest of them and not know the difference.

So whatever happened to me to make me the way I am, I am glad for it. The only problem now is that I’m in severe physical pain and why I have been determined to get my testicles surgically removed. It’s a matter of time and money before I succeed.

And that is what is on my mind and that’s why I write about it. The day will come when I succeed in my permanent goal and will be free of my own pain long enough to think about helping others. But right now I must help myself and cut out anything that distracts me from being my very best at work and making good financial decisions and maximize my savings.

This is a video I wanted to record as a more detailed response to a conversation I had with someone on Facebook on a post by my Pro-Life Vegan friend, Lesley Dove.

Original thread here:

As most people probably know, our chromosomes are part of our DNA and determine how our bodies grow and develop. This includes the brain and there are many chromosome variations including Klinefelter syndrome where someone has two X and 1 or even sometimes two Y chromosomes.

But aside from our genes, our organs produce certain hormones and the food we eat even changes them. The most famous hormonal change is pregnancy in women and all the changes it causes.

But if anything happens to a man’s testicles then they could lose the testosterone that gives them their sexual desire. There are so many books and videos on testosterone I suggest searching google or YouTube about the hormones testosterone, estrogen, and progesterone.

The ratio of hormones can even change whether some gains or loses weight or even things like breast size or sperm count.

My theory is that those who are LGBT have some environmental or genetic cause for them being different from the cisgender and heterosexual majority. This is based on so many videos I’ve listened to and books and articles I have read.

And also research the connection between klinefelter and autism.

There probably has never been an actual scientific study of the causes of what makes people gay or transgender. I could be wrong but I doubt anyone would fund such a study.

The majority of humans in the world are religious and belong to Abrahamic religions that teach that people choose to be gay or transgender and that it’s a horrible sin. This requires the belief in free will which is an obvious lie that only people with no scientific knowledge or real world experience can actually believe.

But regardless of the cause, we live in a world where people have different sexual and romantic orientations and gender identities. It’s not going away as long as the human race continues.

And after the Catholic Church lost the control that enabled them to kill all the gays or atheists, society was forced to face this reality and not pretend we don’t exist.

The world is changing and in this way it is for the better. I don’t anyone can stop this change and even if they did, it would only be a person who wanted to erase LGBT people from existence.

I on the other hand welcome this change because honestly I’m sick of the human race and anything that reduces the number of heterosexual people procreating is a good thing.

I would not be producing a celibacy podcast if I didn’t believe this.

On a related note, I recently got this in my email because I am subscribed to Atheist Republic.

All the things I promote and all the things I’ve been educating myself about online all have a common goal. To break society free of religious oppression and reduce the population.

Humans have been the ultimate plague on this planet, murdering billions of innocent animals and causing climate change.

And it’s for this reason that I vowed celibacy and named myself Chastity. It is truly selfish to create new humans into this world both because of the suffering they will endure and the suffering they will inflict on others.

A very good friend asked me the most interesting questions recently.

“Chastity please describe what you find cool about femininity

do you like the clothes? do you like girly things like unicorns and wish you was a princess?

do you wish some fantasy things from fictions like MLP were real?

and more to the point, is it feminine traits like compassion and kindness you value most?

do you think all people should embrace femininity male or female?”

And I have so much to say about this.

I like all of the things that have traditionally been associated with things female or feminine. I like the comfortable clothes, long hair, being a princess or unicorn and also the kindness and compassion.

My Little Pony has the elements of harmony which are the personality traits that all of us should have.

However it’s commonly assumed that all the positive things are for girls and included in their cartoons. The cartoons targeted to boys are about violence and beating the shit out of each other. I think that you could compare Dragonball Z and Sailor Moon to get an idea of how it is in anime.

These ideas that:

male=pain,violence,blood,killing

and

female=kind,healing,life giving

Are embedded everywhere in human society. I have seen it all my life in movie, cartoons, video games, etc.

And if you take the Powerpuff Girls cartoons it has some violence but it also spends half the time with characters learning moral lessons. It has a fair mix of both styles whereas My Little Pony has violence only in very rare cases and usually only against super villains who are later blasted with a rainbow and turned into friends.

But the overall idea is that making friends and being kind, honest, loyal, or generous are things that girls do. And why do they do these things more often than boys? Because that is what they are being taught is okay to do.

But as soon as a male tries to be a good person then people wonder what’s wrong with him and why he’s not a real man.

And if he wants to wear women’s clothes then they really think he’s sick in the head. Meanwhile women can now wear pants without anyone noticing.

This world is very messed up. The idea that you can only be a virtuous person if you were born with a vagina is an idea that needs to be forgotten.

And females can certainly be evil too, but at least they usually look fashionable while doing it.