Tag: life

  • Chapter 17: Knowing the Right Move

    Chad and Matt were playing Chess at Chad’s house. Not too many people knew about Chad’s obsession with the game of Chess or why it was so important to him, although his profession was Soccer.

    “Queen’s pawn to d4!” said Chad with weird enthusiasm.

    “Then I will also move my Queen’s pawn two spaces forward”, said Matt.

    “In that case, I will move my C-file pawn two squares to c4”, said Chad.

    “You’re going to let me take that pawn?” said Matt.

    “Only if you want to”, said Chad.

    “I can’t resist! Fine, I choose to capture the pawn on c4!” said Matt.

    “Perfect, now I move my king’s pawn to e4”, said Chad.

    “And I move my knight to f6”, said Matt.

    “That’s fine by me because I can capture your c4 pawn with my light-squared bishop”, said Chad.

    “I see you captured back the pawn, but next I capture your e4 pawn with my knight. You’re still a pawn down, and the game just barely started”, said Matt.

    “I’m not worried about the e4 pawn; I have a bigger plan in mind. I move my knight to f3”, said Chad.

    “Come on, Chad, I thought you were good at this game! All I have to do is move my bishop to g4, and now your knight can’t move because I will capture your queen with the bishop if it does”, said Matt.

    “I already know that, but I am still moving my knight to e5 anyway!” said Chad.

    “You’re crazy, Chad. I take your queen on d1 with my bishop”, said Matt.

    “And I move my bishop from c4 to f7. Checkmate!” said Chad.

    The Chess game was over after only 13 moves:

    1. d4 d5
    2. c4 dxc4
    3. e4 Nf6
    4. Bxc4 Nxe4
    5. Nf3 Bg4
    6. Ne5 Bxd1
    7. Bxf7#

    d4-d5-c4-dxc4-e4-nf6-bxc4-nxe4-nf3-bg4-ne5-bxd1-bxf7.png

    “Wait…what have you done?! My king has nowhere to go!” said Matt.

    “Yes, you can’t take the bishop on f7 or move to d7 because the knight protects both those spots. It doesn’t matter that I lost the queen”, said Chad.

    “Where did I go wrong, and what should I have done differently?” said Matt.

    “If you had moved your king’s pawn one square, the bishop could never have reached the f7 square. However, your eyes were on capturing my queen, and you forgot to leave an escape for your king”, said Chad.

    “How did you figure out how to do tricks like this?”

    “I just sacrificed two pawns and my queen to win the game. It turns out that it doesn’t matter how many pieces I lose as long as I have a way to trap your king. You could say that my queen sacrificed itself much like Jesus did for us”, said Matt.

    “Chad, are you seriously making an allegory about Jesus using a Chess game? Don’t you ever stop?” said Matt.

    “I don’t know what to tell you, Matt. These things just come out of my mouth. I plan my Chess moves better than the things I say”, said Chad.

    They both laughed at how absurd it sounded for Chad to say things without thinking.

    “Chad, I have to disagree. It seems like you put a lot of effort into everything you say and do. How do you always know the right move?” said Matt.

    “You flatter me too much, Matt. Yes, I usually plan my words and my Chess moves, but I don’t always know the right move. Chess is simple, but sometimes real life is complex and I just plain don’t know. Sometimes I pray about it or try to read something I remember from the life of Jesus that is relevant”, said Chad.

    “Can you name one time you didn’t know the right move?” said Matt.

    “Yeah, a couple weeks ago…” Chad started to say until

    Knock Knock

    “Someone is at the door”, said Chad.

    “Expecting anyone?” said Matt.

    “No, it is unusual to have guests with no warning. Maybe I am in trouble for something,” said Chad before answering the door.

    Chad opened the door, and outside was Stacy.

    “Hi Chad, I want to talk. Are you busy at the moment?” asked Stacy.

    “Never too busy for my friends. Matt is already here, and I was just about to answer a question Matt asked me. Actually, your timing is perfect!” said Chad.

    “What do you mean, Chad?” Stacy said, looking extremely confused.

    “Stacy, sit down, and you’ll find out! Matt, to answer your question, the last time I didn’t know the right move was after the Sunday when Luke brought hot dogs and told the story of Noah’s Ark and the flood from Genesis chapter 6. I questioned whether I should even be involved or just quit participating in the Soccer and Sunday School ministry.”

    “Why did you want to quit?” asked Matt.

    “Because I wasn’t sure whether I was any more qualified to teach the Bible to these children than Luke was. Obviously he prefers the Old Testament and stories of God’s judgment, but I prefer the New Testament and Jesus’ teachings of love, forgiveness, generosity, and sacrifice. How can I know I am right?” said Chad.

    “So what happened? How did you decide to continue?” said Matt.

    “Stacy and I met by accident in the library, and she told me about how a butterfly has to be born again and become a new creature. That is when it hit me that Jesus is what the New Testament is about. Even now I can’t be sure if my beliefs are correct, but I decided to follow my heart and the example set by Jesus. I don’t believe in murder, nor do I think God commanded the killing of animals or humans as was written in the Old Testament.”

    “But do you believe in the concept of sacrifice? Did Jesus really have to die for us?” said Matt.

    “I don’t know if he had to, or if there may have been another way, but there is a difference between sacrificing someone else to save your own life and sacrificing yourself to save others. If it is what Jesus wanted to do, who am I to disagree?”

    “Just like the queen sacrifice in Chess”, said Matt.

    “Correct, Matt, perhaps for some reason Jesus sacrificed himself to win a game that we don’t even know the rules of. I just hope Jesus is a good Chess player and that he knows the right move even when I don’t,” said Chad.

    Stacy looked at the Chessboard for a minute.

    “I see…so that’s what happened”, said Stacy.

  • Chastity’s List of Completed Full Sail University Classes

    This list contains all the classes I completed as part of 3 different programs. My original enrollment was in Game Business and Esports Science, but then I switched to creative writing. After graduation, I took some computer programming classes as part of the ACE (Alumni Continuing Education) program.

    These varied interests I have all have a generic theme. Storytelling as it relates to video games includes two parts. There are the words of the story and how the games are communicated in English to humans. The other side of it is the math that computers understand as well as autistic math nerds like me.

    Joseph Sheckels
    Systems Programming – Online
    SDV3111-O • Term C202603 • Section 02

    Garrett Girod
    Programming II – Online
    COP2334-O • Term C202602 • Section 04

    Davide Bisso
    Career Readiness – Online
    CRR4000-O • Term C202601 • Section 17ACE

    Douglas Arley
    Programming I – Online
    COP1334-O • Term C202601 • Section 08

    Joshua Collier
    Project and Portfolio III: Creative Writing – Online
    CWB338-O • Term C202506 • Section 02

    Matthew Peters
    Publishing and Distribution – Online
    ECW2953-O • Term C202505 • Section 02

    Convert Instructor
    Graduation Launch
    GRAD4000-O • Term C202506 • Section 05

    Joshua Begley
    Literary Genre I: Comedy and Tragedy – Online
    ECW3111-O • Term C202504 • Section 03

    John King
    Project and Portfolio II: Creative Writing – Online
    CWB228-O • Term C202503 • Section 02

    Cory Helms
    Television Writing – Online
    ECW3702-O • Term C202502 • Section 02

    Elise McKenna
    Developing New Worlds: Environment and Historical Research – Online
    ECW2841-O • Term C202501 • Section 02

    Genevieve Tyrrell
    Project and Portfolio I: Creative Writing – Online
    CWB119-O • Term C202412 • Section 01

    Cory Helms
    Writing Workshop I: Film – Online
    ECW4101-O • Term C202411 • Section 02

    Beth Strudgeon
    Introduction to Media Communications and Technologies – Online
    MCM1002-O • Term C202410 • Section 03

    Christopher Ramsey
    Multimedia Storytelling – Online
    ECW1409-O • Term C202410 • Section 01

    Brett Pribble
    Creative Skills Development – Online
    ECW1225-O • Term C202409 • Section 03

    Cory Helms
    Literary Techniques and Story Development – Online
    ECW2123-O • Term C202408 • Section 04

    Becca Godsey
    Professional Development Seminar II: Game Business and Esports – Online
    GBE3222-O • Term C202407 • Section 02

    Aaron Conner
    Project and Portfolio II: Game Business and Esports – Online
    GBE229-O • Term C202407 • Section 01

    Ren Vickers
    Game Business Models – Online
    GBE2501-O • Term C202406 • Section 01

    Shane Marcus
    Physical Science – Online
    PHY3020-O • Term C202405 • Section 05

    Ashley Jones
    Professional Development Seminar I: Game Business and Esports – Online
    GBE1111-O • Term C202404 • Section 01

    Becca Godsey
    Project and Portfolio I: Game Business and Esports – Online
    GBE119-O • Term C202404 • Section 01

    Terry Clark
    College Mathematics – Online
    MGF1213-O • Term C202403 • Section 04

    Otavio Moulin Lessa
    Gaming Culture and Engagement – Online
    GBE2001-O • Term C202402 • Section 01

    Philip Lacinak
    Digital Video and Audio Production – Online
    MCM2416-O • Term C202401 • Section 02

    David Sussman
    English Composition I – Online
    ENC1101-O • Term C202312 • Section 37

    Mike Dunn
    New Media Tools – Online
    MCM1203-O • Term C202311 • Section 09

    Ricky Sellers
    Video-Sharing Platforms – Online
    VID1555-O • Term C202310 • Section 01

    Katherine Coulthart
    Storytelling for Marketing – Online
    MKT163-O • Term C202309 • Section 02

    Alexia Brehm
    Introduction to Marketing – Online
    MKT210-O • Term C202308 • Section 01

    Brandon Morris
    Introduction to Esports Production – Online
    GBE1021-O • Term C202307 • Section 02

    Charles Cardwell
    Introduction to the Gaming Industry – Online
    GBE1001-O • Term C202306 • Section 02

    Jennifer Salzberg
    Psychology of Play – Online
    DEP1013-O • Term C202305 • Section 17

    Eddie Tapia
    Creative Presentation – Online
    GEN1011-O • Term C202304 • Section 26

    Orientation Team
    Full Sail Online Orientation (FSLE) – Online
    GEN2000-O • Term C202304 • Section 06

  • Age Verification Rant

    As a Free Software and Open Source advocate, I am always aware of the latest technology changes. In March of 2026, I found several articles and visuals detailing laws that people were trying to pass to force operating systems to have “age verification” built into them. I should not have to tell you my opinion on this because it should be obvious.

    The goal of these laws is to force people to prove that they are 18 years or older to be able to use their computers. As someone who grew up with old computers running DOS, Windows 3.1, Windows 98, and Ubuntu Linux, all before I was 18, I have to say that I oppose such laws because they prevent kids from learning how to use computers at an early age.

    People who are in favor of these laws claim that they are protecting children from harmful things. Don’t fall for this lie. No additional software changes are needed. Parents are ultimately in charge of the computers they buy for their kids and installing parental controls on them if they wish. Also, many websites require users to be 13 years or older to create things like a Facebook account. At some point, these children and especially their parents need to be responsible for following the rules.

    I am not against age verification in principle, but I have to consider the facts. In many cases, age verification will require users to provide photo IDs or Driver’s Licenses to access services we depend on. AI software for reading these already exists for many websites.

    If the government just decides that your state ID or driver’s license is nullified and invalid, this means you can no longer do what others do. See the situation in Kansas for why I, as a Transgender person, am concerned with the evil things governments can do on a whim.

    https://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/kansas-revoked-drivers-licenses-1700-transgender-residents-rcna262120

    But laws like the recent one in California go a step further and want to make age verification part of the operating system.

    https://leginfo.legislature.ca.gov/faces/billTextClient.xhtml?bill_id=202520260AB1043

    If you are on a PC or cell phone using software by Microsoft, Apple, or Google, you will not experience any change because these operating systems already lock people out if they don’t have money to buy things in the app stores or a cell phone that can receive text messages. In most cases, only adults have access to cell numbers and email addresses due to the fact that email providers now force people to verify with their phones.

    Side note: The two-step cell phone text verification is a crime against my own mother, who cannot operate a cell phone and has to have my help to get into her own email sometimes. I have also been kicked off my own email several times and had to use my phone. Digital ID is already here because nobody is allowed to do literally anything without a cell phone these days. People can’t even work at Walmart without a cell phone anymore because everything requires the MyWalmart app, which uses the same verification. If my cell phone is lost or stolen, I can’t clock in to work, can’t check my bank account, order an Uber ride, or even call my mom to tell her I am alive. Though at least I can walk since we are both in Lee’s Summit.

    I am a 38-year-old adult who used computers long before I even had internet access. My own response to these evil actions is to censor and restrict people from using their own computers. The biggest target that will be hurt is the Linux operating system because Linux is all about Freedom of software and privacy. The laws passing in some states can make it illegal to install or distribute an operating system without these age verification signals, constantly letting the government and all foreign enemies know who you are and how old you are, because they have your photo ID, which may or may not be valid depending on how transgender you are at the time.

    My cell phone controlling my life is something I can’t do anything about, but nobody touches my Linux PC, where I write my books and do my own programming for the pure love of math. These draconian laws basically make the past 30 years of my life using computers illegal.

    But you know what? It’s gonna be funny when I go to prison and am placed in a room full of rapists, murderers, and people who did nothing wrong but were accused of things because of their skin color. They will ask me: “What are you in for?”

    And I will tell them, “I used Linux and wrote several books and hundreds of fun programs.” Then they will ask me what Linux is. If you feel bad because you don’t know what Linux or the GNU project is, keep in mind that these lawmakers don’t have a clue either.

  • The Power of a Smile

    I work at Walmart, and I am the one famous for smiling all the time. This behavior is non-characteristic of autistic people like me, as far as I am aware. The truth is that I use it as a mask to hide what I am really thinking. I use a sense of humor to act like I am not bothered by the offensive things people say and do. Surviving in society and working a job requires me to be an actor. I dislike this because it feels dishonest, and yet I know I can’t say what I am really thinking about because it has nothing to do with work, nor is it socially acceptable to say.

    I very clearly remember multiple instances when I smiled at someone, and then they acted really uncomfortable, and one even ran away. I have realized I have the power to get rid of people by smiling at them in a way I have been told is creepy. And yet, I don’t actually know how to smile like a human.

    In any case, I have come to see a smile as an illusion that society forces us to maintain, or else there is severe punishment. If I were to show my real feelings towards certain people, I would probably be fired or even attacked. I think that if I ever have a real smile, it is when nobody is watching and I am alone. I will remain mysterious because it makes me safe, and it is fun to annoy people with the power of a smile.

    “Just because you see a smile, don’t think you know what’s going on underneath. A smile is a valuable tool, my dear! It inspires your friends, keeps your enemies guessing, and ensures that no matter what comes your way, you’re the one in control.” – Alastor the Radio Demon

  • Professional vs Open Source

    I totally spent 5 hours writing a program in Assembly Language. I realized that what I am doing is something that cannot be done for money in any way. The best that I can do is to learn the technical skills and then continue working on my books and API references I plan to write.

    But as far as my programs themselves, they don’t fit the model of how the world works. In a job, you are constantly pressured to do as much work in as short of a time as possible. Therefore, you are paid, hired, or fired based on how fast the program can be written for the client, regardless of whether it works correctly or has bugs or security flaws.

    But when I write computer software for myself, I am the only one to decide whether it meets my standards. I have said many times over the past 20 years that I would not want a job as a programmer. This is because I am only interested in the things I want to do. I find that I am at peace when the things I do are not attached to the love of money.

    I believe that money and the corporate world actually ruins top quality work. There are also things that the Open-Source Software movement has made possible that could never be done under a company with a proprietary system. Strangers who don’t even know each other offer improvements on programming forums to people out of the goodness of their heart with no financial incentive.

    I see something similar in the world of Chess. People who are playing for fun can enjoy the game at a higher level than those who are stressed out competing in tournaments to win money. I sometimes feel myself pulled in a direction I didn’t know existed. I will work to explore this feeling I get where I achieve inner peace for a moment when I am having pure fun and losing track of the time.

    I used to feel this way when playing video games as a kid. Now I get it from writing books, blog posts, and computer programs. I still enjoy games though. I plan to eventually getting back into my games but I have had a busy life lately.