Tag: fiction

  • Chapter 16: A Jealous Pastor

    “You embarrassed me out there today in front of everyone. You owe me an apology,” said Pastor Mark.

    “Dad, I’m sorry that I slapped you, but I am also sorry that you can’t accept that there are mistakes in the Bible and that Chad is a better preacher than you,” said Stacy.

    “Chad isn’t even a licensed preacher, pastor, or evangelist! Besides, we must maintain the inerrancy of scripture or people won’t know what to believe!” said Mark.

    “Then you have made an idol out of the Bible. God existed before paper and ink and is still the king of the universe, not you. I am not sure exactly what to believe about the Bible either, but I know Chad cares about doing the right thing and wants the children to know about Jesus,” said Stacy.

    “Since when did you take Chad’s side over your father?” said Mark.

    “There are sides now?! We should be on the same side. Besides, God is my father because we are all God’s children. If you had been listening to what Chad was saying, you would understand that. I do regret yelling at you and slapping you, but only because it was a bad example in front of the children. I don’t know where Chad is going with this new Sunday School mission he started, but I want to be there and support him without getting in the way,” said Stacy.

    “I see what’s going on here! You like Chad!” said Mark.

    “Of course I like Chad. Everyone in Podunk likes Chad because he is a good man who helps people in need, and he loves children and animals,” said Stacy.

    “No, they like Chad because he wins at soccer and he is rich. They will probably believe anything he says because he is the town superstar. Even so, I am glad you finally found a rich guy you can marry,” said Mark.

    “Not that it is any of your business what relationship I have with Chad or anyone else, but you have the wrong idea. I love Chad for who he is, not because of his money, car, fame, or good looks, or his soccer-playing golden retriever dog,” said Stacy.

    “So you DO love Chad!” said Mark.

    Stacy paused for a minute, looking deep in thought, and then finally got up from her chair at the dinner table. She grabbed her purse and walked out the front door of her dad’s house.

    “Hey, where are you going!” yelled Pastor Mark.

    “I am gonna talk to my new boyfriend, Chad!” said Stacy.

    “No, you aren’t. We are not done talking about this!” said Mark.

    “Actually, Pastor Mark, we are. You just don’t like that you are not in charge anymore, and you’re no longer my dad either,” said Stacy.

  • The Power of a Smile

    I work at Walmart, and I am the one famous for smiling all the time. This behavior is non-characteristic of autistic people like me, as far as I am aware. The truth is that I use it as a mask to hide what I am really thinking. I use a sense of humor to act like I am not bothered by the offensive things people say and do. Surviving in society and working a job requires me to be an actor. I dislike this because it feels dishonest, and yet I know I can’t say what I am really thinking about because it has nothing to do with work, nor is it socially acceptable to say.

    I very clearly remember multiple instances when I smiled at someone, and then they acted really uncomfortable, and one even ran away. I have realized I have the power to get rid of people by smiling at them in a way I have been told is creepy. And yet, I don’t actually know how to smile like a human.

    In any case, I have come to see a smile as an illusion that society forces us to maintain, or else there is severe punishment. If I were to show my real feelings towards certain people, I would probably be fired or even attacked. I think that if I ever have a real smile, it is when nobody is watching and I am alone. I will remain mysterious because it makes me safe, and it is fun to annoy people with the power of a smile.

    “Just because you see a smile, don’t think you know what’s going on underneath. A smile is a valuable tool, my dear! It inspires your friends, keeps your enemies guessing, and ensures that no matter what comes your way, you’re the one in control.” – Alastor the Radio Demon

  • Life and Career Update

    A lot of cool things have been happening in my life lately. Most of it is good news. I have not been posting on my blog much because I have not had the time. I started a new department at Walmart and so far I enjoy it better than stocking. I work in Maintenance which really means I am helping clean the store. Sometimes emptying trash, sometimes sweeping or scrubbing the floor, and sometimes cleaning the bathrooms, which is difficult only because there are a lot of little things to remember such as filling the supplies and also mopping the floor in the correct way.

    But I think what I love most about my new job as a Maintenance Mop Monkey is how my brain is free to think of other things while I am working because it takes a lot less concentration than stocking does. What am I thinking of during this time? The image below is a fine example of my thoughts!

    I have been programming in Assembly Language for DOS lately. I find Computer Programming to be suspiciously relaxing because the world of math and computers is one where humans can’t hurt me.

    The only risk I face while on my computer is when I get on social media and see hateful things directed at Transgender people, immigrants, or people in other countries. There are plenty of things I could say about what is going on in the world. However, I am not going to do any of that because I have realized that to become a better writer, programmer, and Chess player, I must maintain my supreme autistic focus because that is my gift from God.

    Anyway, when computer programming, there are only numbers. The arithmetic operations of addition, subtraction, multiplication, and division never change and I can count on them more than I can people. My time is better spent improving my code and working on my current book project for teaching DOS Assembly Language. I have even created a simple cover for it.

    The theme is black background with white text because this is the way the DOS (Disk Operating System) looks.

    The goal of this book is a little bit different than most of my books. In fact the target audience for this book is very niche. People don’t write programs for DOS unless it it for fun. There is no money in being able to write programs for DOS because the rest of the world has moved to Windows, MacOS, and Linux which support 32 and 64 bit systems with more capability and 16 bit DOS.

    Instead, this book will be my first computer programming book for the purpose of both teaching Assembly Language to the nerds of the world and as an exercise of my Technical Writing skills. This will be the third technical writing book.

    The first book was Chastity’s Chess Chapters for teaching Chess to people of every kind.

    The second was Minimal Markdown for Authors for teaching other writers how to format and publish their books using similar methods to what I have used.

    This next book, Assembly Arithmetic Algorithms, will be my entry into publishing books about computer programming. This special interest of mine has gone largely ignored because people who write computer programs are *not normal people at all! Computer programming takes concentration, lack of a social life, and the ability to read a lot! I read programming tutorials and books when I have free time. Some of them are free online and others I have bought from various sources in paperback and digital form.

    I can’t claim to be a great programmer, but what I can do is squeeze the information I have learned into a form that allows other people to learn the same things faster. Aside from teaching Chess, I also volunteer to teach computer programming to friends who are interested in learning. I can easily throw together lessons based on questions they have. Where I will find the time for this? I don’t have a clue.

    But the goal of writing books and recording video tutorials is so that eventually I can have a career that does not depend on working at Walmart forever. Although Walmart is going fairly well, I know that the wrong people in management can take away my job if they feel like it. What they cannot take away is my writing, math, and computer skills which I hope will make a difference for people even after I am long dead.

    Also, my Creative Writing diploma finally came!

    I found my time with Full Sail University to be quite positive. I was inspired as I learn the potential there is for someone with the patience to write. My experience with Open Source Software will also be an asset to me because I can use tools that no college or tech company even will know about.

    As I think about possible careers, I think how much potential I have in terms of experience at previous jobs but also skills of writing and technical details that most people simply haven’t learned because it takes someone with the willingness to learn for the fun of it even when there is no promise of financial gain. If I do make money in a future career using my skills, that is great, but it is not the primary motive.

    I remember the words of Carol Keepes who used to be my Assistant Manager back in 2012 when I was a courtesy clerk at Hy-Vee. She said “90% of what people do, they wouldn’t be doing if it wasn’t about money.” I think about this often and it is the reason I have made decisions in life that look foolish to most of the world. I want to make sure that I did things because I really loved the process rather than viewing them as a means to an end.

    See my post The Prayer of Saint Chastity for clarification on my priorities.

  • Book Preview: Minimal Markdown for Authors

    Minimal Markdown for Authors

    How to Write and Publish a Book Using Open Source Software

    Chastity White Rose

    Preface

    Hello, I am Chastity White Rose, an author of several books. My best quality work is Chastity’s Chess Chapters.

    When I wrote that book, I was looking for a convenient way to place pictures in the book to demonstrate how to play Chess. I tried using LibreOffice because it had worked so well for all of the previous books I published. However, once images were added, I became frustrated with the menus and various settings that I knew nothing about. Writing a bunch of text and saving it was easy enough, but the images were not fitting, and the words were being displaced as I did it. It was the worst formatting experience of my life.

    However, my solution was found when I discovered the Markdown Guide. I first discovered this amazing new language called Markdown because I am a hobbyist computer programmer, and I have a lot of code on Github. Github projects use a “readme.md” to display information about the project on almost every repository. I knew that these files displayed images as well as text on GitHub, so I tried to figure out what a “.md” file even was.

    As it turns out, Markdown is a markup language that is similar to HTML (Hyper Text Markup Language). The difference is that Markdown is easier to write than HTML. Markdown is easy to convert to other formats, and that is what makes it the perfect tool to use when you are an author and are writing a new book.

    Therefore, I have used it for all of my books since I discovered how useful it is. Because Markdown is only a language, it needs to be interpreted or translated by computer software into its final form. Because of my experience using Markdown and reading books about it by other authors, I have learned about extremely useful software to assist me as a writer who often publishes a book or blog posts on WordPress. In this book, I will be covering some of the tools that I use the most.

    Introduction

    You may wonder what Markdown is and why I would suggest using it. I have 3 main reasons.

    • Markdown is easy to write in because it only requires a text editor on any PC. Even plain Windows Notepad can work, but I will be introducing even more advanced tools that let you preview the final result while you are writing.
    • By using Markdown, you can save money by avoiding the need to use Microsoft Word and remembering what menu options to click to make text bold, italics, or include images or links in your book. You don’t need a word processor at all unless you need advanced control over formatting. Even then, I will teach you how Libre Office Writer can be used, which is entirely Free and open source. For the non-technical reader, Open Source means it can run on Windows, Mac OS, and Linux (I use Debian Linux personally).
    • Markdown is a way to preserve your writing so that no matter what software or computer you have in the future, you will not lose access to your work. If you were to rely on Microsoft Word, then you would find yourself paying a subscription fee for the rest of your life or being unable to open your .docx files. Even then, there is no guarantee that the file won’t become corrupted or stop working whenever a new version of Microsoft Word is installed. Markdown is just plain text with a few formatting marks, and you will always be able to open it using any text editor you have for any device.

    Writing in Markdown is so easy that I can explain how to use it with an example:


    # Book Title
    
    ## Chapter 1
    
    This is the first paragraph of chapter 1.
    
    This is the second paragraph of chapter 1.
    
    This is the third paragraph of chapter 1.
    
    ## Chapter 2
    
    This is the first paragraph of chapter 2.
    
    This is the second paragraph of chapter 2.
    
    This is the third paragraph of chapter 2.
    

    If you have that text in a program capable of displaying the converted output, it will look something like this:

    basic-book-example.png

    Do you notice how the Book Title is larger than the chapter titles? This automatic sizing works because the single # at the beginning of a line means a level 1 heading. Two of them at the beginning is a level 2 heading. There are 6 levels of headings, from big to small. Defining something as a heading may not seem like much, but it serves two purposes. First, a human reader can know when there is a new chapter or section of a book. Second, if your book is published as an e-book, the software that humans use to read it will automatically know where the headings are and can build an automatic table of contents even if you did not create one. This automatic linking ability means they can click and instantly be taken to the chapter they want to read.

    All you had to do was insert a few # signs at the beginning of a line followed by a space. The rest of the text on that line will look different from the smaller body text. Which exact font families and sizes are used depends on the software you are using, but this means that you can customize it! I will explain more about that later!

    But Markdown is not limited to defining your chapter headings. It can do a lot more!

    For example, images can be displayed. For example, the following line links to an image of a horse on my blog.

    ![square-horse.png](https://chastitywhiterose.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/11/square-horse.png)

    square-horse.png

    Because this image is hosted somewhere, this horse can be included and displayed in a book, just as can be done on a website with HTML. However, it only works if you are connected to the internet at the time (unless the images are embedded into a book file, as can be done with Pandoc)

    It is also possible to make a clickable link within a book. Note that this only applies to e-books because, in a paperback, everything is paper and ink, not an electronic device.

    For example, the following is a link:

    https://chastitychesschallenge.com/

    But the following is also a link:

    chastitywhiterose.com

    The Markdown code to include the links above is:

    <https://chastitychesschallenge.com/>
    
    [chastitywhiterose.com](https://chastitywhiterose.com/)
    

    Notice that the first one, which is already in URL form, is simply enclosed in greater and less than signs. The second has the URL in parenthesis, but the text that will be displayed is in square brackets. Both of these things work fine, but the second form allows the link text to be whatever you want it to be.

    You can also make text look:

    • italic
    • bold
    • both italic and bold at the same time!

    The Markdown code to do this looks like this:

    You can also make text look:
    
    - *italic*
    - **bold**
    - ***both italic and bold at the same time!***
    

    It all depends on whether you include 1, 2, or 3 * characters surrounding the text you want to modify.

    So far, we have seen that you can define which text is your headings, make clickable links, display images, and even set bold or italics however you want.

    But that is just the beginning of what you can do. I will be sharing with you the tools that I use when writing and converting my Markdown text into different formats for publishing books to Amazon and Draft2Digital.

    My job is to teach you the methods you can use to get your book properly formatted on your computer so that you can either sell it, give it away, or turn it into a website if that is what you wish! I have been writing and publishing books since 2013, and over time, I have become better as a writer but also better as a computer user in general.

    If you are a person who wants to write a book, it is still your job to write it in a way your readers understand and make it worth their time to read. However, if you follow my instructions, your book will look correct, and they will see where chapters begin, your regular, italic, or bold text, and your pictures if you choose to include any.

    This book will contain pictures because I am providing instructions on how to use software to achieve goals for publishing.

    Chapter 1: Writing tools

    There are literally hundreds of tools for writing Markdown than you can imagine! For this book, I will be limiting it to my top 3 favorites!

    All 3 of those apps are useful for their ability to preview the output of what the source Markdown code will look like. For a PC with Windows, Mac, or Linux, Ghostwriter is especially helpful because it works directly with plain text files on your system, just like Notepad does. It also allows a preview, just like Joplin and Simplenote do. For Mobile devices, Joplin and Simplenote are the best.

    Ghostwriter

    I started using Ghostwriter because it works on Linux. However, it works the same on Windows or Mac operating systems. If you are writing a book for publishing, this is the number one that I recommend and is the tool I used to write this whole book. Let me show you why I love it so much by showing you some pictures!

    Dark Mode

    Screenshot-ghostwriter-dark.png

    Light Mode

    Screenshot-ghostwriter-light.png

    Besides the dark and light modes, the program does allow you to define customized themes. I have not personally explored this option because I am quite satisfied with the default dark mode.

    In both of the images above, you see three panels. The middle is the text you are writing. The right is the preview of what it might look like on a website or a book (subject to formatting, which I will cover in a later chapter). The left is a navigation panel that allows you to jump to the specific heading you want. If you are writing a long book, you might want to jump to chapter 9, for example, where you were writing last time, for example.

    Ghostwriter is pretty good. It is not the only program of its type, but it certainly has gotten the job done for several of the books that I have published and republished.

    If you only use Windows and don’t care about Open Source, you might also like Markdown Monster, which is very similar to Ghostwriter.

    Joplin

    The next tool that I recommend is Joplin. If you look at the screenshot below, you will see that it is similar to Ghostwriter. However, Joplin’s file system is separate from the rest of your PC. This system allows you to organize your notes into folders called “notebooks”. They can also be searched to find what you are looking for.

    Screenshot-Joplin-PC.png

    From the perspective of PC, Joplin is about the same in terms of quality as Ghostwriter or Markdown Monster. However, the main reason I recommend it is because it also functions as a mobile app.

    Screenshot-Joplin-iPhone.png

    It is even possible to set up a system for automatically syncing between your PC and phone by using an online server. I actually use a private Nextcloud server to sync my PC, iPhone, and Android phone so that no matter what device I use to take notes on, it will show up on the other devices. However, this ability to customize is more advanced, and you will want to read the Joplin documentation, which is included in the app and on the official Joplin website.

    Another feature that is unique among Markdown editors is that it has the option to attach images from either the PC or Mobile app and then have them displayed in Joplin. When you do this, then that file becomes part of the data that Joplin stores. The attachment feature of Joplin could be especially useful if someone was taking a lot of pictures with their iPhone camera and wanted to write about each of them and make a small book of a portfolio or photo album.

    If you are always on the go, Joplin might be for you. Also, it does not require creating an account unless you need syncing capability. Therefore, if you want a way to organize your notes into folders and don’t have a reliable internet connection on your phone, then Joplin is pretty good as far as mobile apps go.

    If you use a PC and don’t use your phone as a writing tool, you can probably just stick with Ghostwriter, as mentioned in the previous section.

    Simplenote

    Simplenote is another Markdown editor that has desktop and mobile apps. However, it works a little bit differently in that you create an account with your email address, and then you can get a login code sent to your email to sign in.

    If syncing between devices is a primary concern for you, I have to recommend Simplenote because accessing your data on any device where you are signed in is trivial. Simplenote really is simple. It does not have all the fancy features of the other two programs I have recommended above, but because it doesn’t contain much, it is also easy to use without getting lost in the interface.

    Of course, the primary purpose of Simplenote is to write down your notes quickly on the go. Later, when you want to collect them into a book, you will still want to copy and paste the text into Ghostwriter or Joplin on a PC, so you can make use of the exporting features of these to archive and send them to publishers or your friends.

    I use Simplenote all the time whenever I have an idea that I need to write down on my phone and then later finish it on my PC before I post it to my blog or email it to someone. The most recent notes you have written are always at the top, so you can go through them and then do what you need to before deleting them after you no longer need those notes.

    I haven’t included a picture of it because it really isn’t that fancy. It also does not show you the Markdown preview while writing. You have to click a button to see it, but it does have Markdown support. However, to be able to include images in your notes, they have to be stored somewhere on the internet. Therefore, I would recommend storing images on a website where you can link to them. Fun fact: all of the pictures in my Chess book, Chastity’s Chess Chapters, were stored on my WordPress blog about my Chess teaching business.

    Other Editors

    It is not that important that you use one of the 3 programs I have recommended in this chapter. A plain old text editor will do just fine, but you will not have the ability to preview the result.

    You can also use an online Markdown editor.

    The reason I mention WordPress as an online Markdown editor (even though it does a whole lot more) is because it has full support for Markdown via its Markdown block type, which allows you to paste your text into it and preview the result even before you post. In fact, all of my blog posts have been written in Markdown since the beginning of 2025. When making a new post, you can type / and then select the Markdown block from the dropdown menu.

  • How The Chandler Caterpillar Evolved into a Chastity Butterfly

    Chastity’s Journey into a career in writing began in 2013 when she published a book titled “Confessions of a Confused Virgin”. This book project was intended to teach Chastity about the process of self-publishing a book so that she could help her mother, Judena Klebs, publish the books she had written.

    However, the people on Facebook enjoyed Chastity’s different points of view on dating, marriage, and sex. After that, Chastity started blogging on a WordPress blog about whatever she had on her mind at the time. Eventually, these small posts became content for future books she would publish.

    The majority of her writing was a series of conversations she had with a unicorn in a dream. The series remains forever published as “Chandler’s Honesty” because Chandler is her legal name even though she is known by her preferred name of Chastity White Rose. Unlike most transgender people, Chastity does not consider Chandler to be a “dead name” but instead a name of historical importance as she evolves from a caterpillar to a butterfly and yet remains the same person.

    butterfly.png

    Chastity is a simple person who prefers playing Tetris or Chess much more than writing. However, she began a project in Pride month of 2025 with a focus on educating the public about the LGBTQIA+ community that is different than the hype you would hear from mainstream media.

    Chastity graduated with a Creative Writing Degree in July of 2025 after attending Full Sail University as an online student while working full-time at Walmart in Lee’s Summit, Missouri.

    Her best paperback books and ebooks can be purchased from Amazon, Apple Books, Google Play books, and many others. These works cover a range of topics, such as opinions on politics or religion, her Journey as an Asexual Transgender woman (Chandler’s Honesty), and even a 100-page book about the board game of Chess (Chastity’s Chess Chapters).

    But beyond writing books and blog posts, Chastity is offering services to help others write and publish their books, blogs, and websites. Those who have a story to tell but who may not be as technologically inclined may benefit from her experience using Kindle Direct Publishing, Draft2Digital, WordPress, and writing content with Markdown and HTML.

    Chastity writes on two main websites that she pays to keep free of ads and distractions.

    You can also follow her author profiles for updates on the latest books she publishes.