Tag: fiction

  • The Power of a Smile

    I work at Walmart, and I am the one famous for smiling all the time. This behavior is non-characteristic of autistic people like me, as far as I am aware. The truth is that I use it as a mask to hide what I am really thinking. I use a sense of humor to act like I am not bothered by the offensive things people say and do. Surviving in society and working a job requires me to be an actor. I dislike this because it feels dishonest, and yet I know I can’t say what I am really thinking about because it has nothing to do with work, nor is it socially acceptable to say.

    I very clearly remember multiple instances when I smiled at someone, and then they acted really uncomfortable, and one even ran away. I have realized I have the power to get rid of people by smiling at them in a way I have been told is creepy. And yet, I don’t actually know how to smile like a human.

    In any case, I have come to see a smile as an illusion that society forces us to maintain, or else there is severe punishment. If I were to show my real feelings towards certain people, I would probably be fired or even attacked. I think that if I ever have a real smile, it is when nobody is watching and I am alone. I will remain mysterious because it makes me safe, and it is fun to annoy people with the power of a smile.

    “Just because you see a smile, don’t think you know what’s going on underneath. A smile is a valuable tool, my dear! It inspires your friends, keeps your enemies guessing, and ensures that no matter what comes your way, you’re the one in control.” – Alastor the Radio Demon

  • Life and Career Update

    A lot of cool things have been happening in my life lately. Most of it is good news. I have not been posting on my blog much because I have not had the time. I started a new department at Walmart and so far I enjoy it better than stocking. I work in Maintenance which really means I am helping clean the store. Sometimes emptying trash, sometimes sweeping or scrubbing the floor, and sometimes cleaning the bathrooms, which is difficult only because there are a lot of little things to remember such as filling the supplies and also mopping the floor in the correct way.

    But I think what I love most about my new job as a Maintenance Mop Monkey is how my brain is free to think of other things while I am working because it takes a lot less concentration than stocking does. What am I thinking of during this time? The image below is a fine example of my thoughts!

    I have been programming in Assembly Language for DOS lately. I find Computer Programming to be suspiciously relaxing because the world of math and computers is one where humans can’t hurt me.

    The only risk I face while on my computer is when I get on social media and see hateful things directed at Transgender people, immigrants, or people in other countries. There are plenty of things I could say about what is going on in the world. However, I am not going to do any of that because I have realized that to become a better writer, programmer, and Chess player, I must maintain my supreme autistic focus because that is my gift from God.

    Anyway, when computer programming, there are only numbers. The arithmetic operations of addition, subtraction, multiplication, and division never change and I can count on them more than I can people. My time is better spent improving my code and working on my current book project for teaching DOS Assembly Language. I have even created a simple cover for it.

    The theme is black background with white text because this is the way the DOS (Disk Operating System) looks.

    The goal of this book is a little bit different than most of my books. In fact the target audience for this book is very niche. People don’t write programs for DOS unless it it for fun. There is no money in being able to write programs for DOS because the rest of the world has moved to Windows, MacOS, and Linux which support 32 and 64 bit systems with more capability and 16 bit DOS.

    Instead, this book will be my first computer programming book for the purpose of both teaching Assembly Language to the nerds of the world and as an exercise of my Technical Writing skills. This will be the third technical writing book.

    The first book was Chastity’s Chess Chapters for teaching Chess to people of every kind.

    The second was Minimal Markdown for Authors for teaching other writers how to format and publish their books using similar methods to what I have used.

    This next book, Assembly Arithmetic Algorithms, will be my entry into publishing books about computer programming. This special interest of mine has gone largely ignored because people who write computer programs are *not normal people at all! Computer programming takes concentration, lack of a social life, and the ability to read a lot! I read programming tutorials and books when I have free time. Some of them are free online and others I have bought from various sources in paperback and digital form.

    I can’t claim to be a great programmer, but what I can do is squeeze the information I have learned into a form that allows other people to learn the same things faster. Aside from teaching Chess, I also volunteer to teach computer programming to friends who are interested in learning. I can easily throw together lessons based on questions they have. Where I will find the time for this? I don’t have a clue.

    But the goal of writing books and recording video tutorials is so that eventually I can have a career that does not depend on working at Walmart forever. Although Walmart is going fairly well, I know that the wrong people in management can take away my job if they feel like it. What they cannot take away is my writing, math, and computer skills which I hope will make a difference for people even after I am long dead.

    Also, my Creative Writing diploma finally came!

    I found my time with Full Sail University to be quite positive. I was inspired as I learn the potential there is for someone with the patience to write. My experience with Open Source Software will also be an asset to me because I can use tools that no college or tech company even will know about.

    As I think about possible careers, I think how much potential I have in terms of experience at previous jobs but also skills of writing and technical details that most people simply haven’t learned because it takes someone with the willingness to learn for the fun of it even when there is no promise of financial gain. If I do make money in a future career using my skills, that is great, but it is not the primary motive.

    I remember the words of Carol Keepes who used to be my Assistant Manager back in 2012 when I was a courtesy clerk at Hy-Vee. She said “90% of what people do, they wouldn’t be doing if it wasn’t about money.” I think about this often and it is the reason I have made decisions in life that look foolish to most of the world. I want to make sure that I did things because I really loved the process rather than viewing them as a means to an end.

    See my post The Prayer of Saint Chastity for clarification on my priorities.

  • Book Preview: Minimal Markdown for Authors

    Minimal Markdown for Authors

    How to Write and Publish a Book Using Open Source Software

    Chastity White Rose

    Preface

    Hello, I am Chastity White Rose, an author of several books. My best quality work is Chastity’s Chess Chapters.

    When I wrote that book, I was looking for a convenient way to place pictures in the book to demonstrate how to play Chess. I tried using LibreOffice because it had worked so well for all of the previous books I published. However, once images were added, I became frustrated with the menus and various settings that I knew nothing about. Writing a bunch of text and saving it was easy enough, but the images were not fitting, and the words were being displaced as I did it. It was the worst formatting experience of my life.

    However, my solution was found when I discovered the Markdown Guide. I first discovered this amazing new language called Markdown because I am a hobbyist computer programmer, and I have a lot of code on Github. Github projects use a “readme.md” to display information about the project on almost every repository. I knew that these files displayed images as well as text on GitHub, so I tried to figure out what a “.md” file even was.

    As it turns out, Markdown is a markup language that is similar to HTML (Hyper Text Markup Language). The difference is that Markdown is easier to write than HTML. Markdown is easy to convert to other formats, and that is what makes it the perfect tool to use when you are an author and are writing a new book.

    Therefore, I have used it for all of my books since I discovered how useful it is. Because Markdown is only a language, it needs to be interpreted or translated by computer software into its final form. Because of my experience using Markdown and reading books about it by other authors, I have learned about extremely useful software to assist me as a writer who often publishes a book or blog posts on WordPress. In this book, I will be covering some of the tools that I use the most.

    Introduction

    You may wonder what Markdown is and why I would suggest using it. I have 3 main reasons.

    • Markdown is easy to write in because it only requires a text editor on any PC. Even plain Windows Notepad can work, but I will be introducing even more advanced tools that let you preview the final result while you are writing.
    • By using Markdown, you can save money by avoiding the need to use Microsoft Word and remembering what menu options to click to make text bold, italics, or include images or links in your book. You don’t need a word processor at all unless you need advanced control over formatting. Even then, I will teach you how Libre Office Writer can be used, which is entirely Free and open source. For the non-technical reader, Open Source means it can run on Windows, Mac OS, and Linux (I use Debian Linux personally).
    • Markdown is a way to preserve your writing so that no matter what software or computer you have in the future, you will not lose access to your work. If you were to rely on Microsoft Word, then you would find yourself paying a subscription fee for the rest of your life or being unable to open your .docx files. Even then, there is no guarantee that the file won’t become corrupted or stop working whenever a new version of Microsoft Word is installed. Markdown is just plain text with a few formatting marks, and you will always be able to open it using any text editor you have for any device.

    Writing in Markdown is so easy that I can explain how to use it with an example:


    # Book Title
    
    ## Chapter 1
    
    This is the first paragraph of chapter 1.
    
    This is the second paragraph of chapter 1.
    
    This is the third paragraph of chapter 1.
    
    ## Chapter 2
    
    This is the first paragraph of chapter 2.
    
    This is the second paragraph of chapter 2.
    
    This is the third paragraph of chapter 2.
    

    If you have that text in a program capable of displaying the converted output, it will look something like this:

    basic-book-example.png

    Do you notice how the Book Title is larger than the chapter titles? This automatic sizing works because the single # at the beginning of a line means a level 1 heading. Two of them at the beginning is a level 2 heading. There are 6 levels of headings, from big to small. Defining something as a heading may not seem like much, but it serves two purposes. First, a human reader can know when there is a new chapter or section of a book. Second, if your book is published as an e-book, the software that humans use to read it will automatically know where the headings are and can build an automatic table of contents even if you did not create one. This automatic linking ability means they can click and instantly be taken to the chapter they want to read.

    All you had to do was insert a few # signs at the beginning of a line followed by a space. The rest of the text on that line will look different from the smaller body text. Which exact font families and sizes are used depends on the software you are using, but this means that you can customize it! I will explain more about that later!

    But Markdown is not limited to defining your chapter headings. It can do a lot more!

    For example, images can be displayed. For example, the following line links to an image of a horse on my blog.

    ![square-horse.png](https://chastitywhiterose.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/11/square-horse.png)

    square-horse.png

    Because this image is hosted somewhere, this horse can be included and displayed in a book, just as can be done on a website with HTML. However, it only works if you are connected to the internet at the time (unless the images are embedded into a book file, as can be done with Pandoc)

    It is also possible to make a clickable link within a book. Note that this only applies to e-books because, in a paperback, everything is paper and ink, not an electronic device.

    For example, the following is a link:

    https://chastitychesschallenge.com/

    But the following is also a link:

    chastitywhiterose.com

    The Markdown code to include the links above is:

    <https://chastitychesschallenge.com/>
    
    [chastitywhiterose.com](https://chastitywhiterose.com/)
    

    Notice that the first one, which is already in URL form, is simply enclosed in greater and less than signs. The second has the URL in parenthesis, but the text that will be displayed is in square brackets. Both of these things work fine, but the second form allows the link text to be whatever you want it to be.

    You can also make text look:

    • italic
    • bold
    • both italic and bold at the same time!

    The Markdown code to do this looks like this:

    You can also make text look:
    
    - *italic*
    - **bold**
    - ***both italic and bold at the same time!***
    

    It all depends on whether you include 1, 2, or 3 * characters surrounding the text you want to modify.

    So far, we have seen that you can define which text is your headings, make clickable links, display images, and even set bold or italics however you want.

    But that is just the beginning of what you can do. I will be sharing with you the tools that I use when writing and converting my Markdown text into different formats for publishing books to Amazon and Draft2Digital.

    My job is to teach you the methods you can use to get your book properly formatted on your computer so that you can either sell it, give it away, or turn it into a website if that is what you wish! I have been writing and publishing books since 2013, and over time, I have become better as a writer but also better as a computer user in general.

    If you are a person who wants to write a book, it is still your job to write it in a way your readers understand and make it worth their time to read. However, if you follow my instructions, your book will look correct, and they will see where chapters begin, your regular, italic, or bold text, and your pictures if you choose to include any.

    This book will contain pictures because I am providing instructions on how to use software to achieve goals for publishing.

    Chapter 1: Writing tools

    There are literally hundreds of tools for writing Markdown than you can imagine! For this book, I will be limiting it to my top 3 favorites!

    All 3 of those apps are useful for their ability to preview the output of what the source Markdown code will look like. For a PC with Windows, Mac, or Linux, Ghostwriter is especially helpful because it works directly with plain text files on your system, just like Notepad does. It also allows a preview, just like Joplin and Simplenote do. For Mobile devices, Joplin and Simplenote are the best.

    Ghostwriter

    I started using Ghostwriter because it works on Linux. However, it works the same on Windows or Mac operating systems. If you are writing a book for publishing, this is the number one that I recommend and is the tool I used to write this whole book. Let me show you why I love it so much by showing you some pictures!

    Dark Mode

    Screenshot-ghostwriter-dark.png

    Light Mode

    Screenshot-ghostwriter-light.png

    Besides the dark and light modes, the program does allow you to define customized themes. I have not personally explored this option because I am quite satisfied with the default dark mode.

    In both of the images above, you see three panels. The middle is the text you are writing. The right is the preview of what it might look like on a website or a book (subject to formatting, which I will cover in a later chapter). The left is a navigation panel that allows you to jump to the specific heading you want. If you are writing a long book, you might want to jump to chapter 9, for example, where you were writing last time, for example.

    Ghostwriter is pretty good. It is not the only program of its type, but it certainly has gotten the job done for several of the books that I have published and republished.

    If you only use Windows and don’t care about Open Source, you might also like Markdown Monster, which is very similar to Ghostwriter.

    Joplin

    The next tool that I recommend is Joplin. If you look at the screenshot below, you will see that it is similar to Ghostwriter. However, Joplin’s file system is separate from the rest of your PC. This system allows you to organize your notes into folders called “notebooks”. They can also be searched to find what you are looking for.

    Screenshot-Joplin-PC.png

    From the perspective of PC, Joplin is about the same in terms of quality as Ghostwriter or Markdown Monster. However, the main reason I recommend it is because it also functions as a mobile app.

    Screenshot-Joplin-iPhone.png

    It is even possible to set up a system for automatically syncing between your PC and phone by using an online server. I actually use a private Nextcloud server to sync my PC, iPhone, and Android phone so that no matter what device I use to take notes on, it will show up on the other devices. However, this ability to customize is more advanced, and you will want to read the Joplin documentation, which is included in the app and on the official Joplin website.

    Another feature that is unique among Markdown editors is that it has the option to attach images from either the PC or Mobile app and then have them displayed in Joplin. When you do this, then that file becomes part of the data that Joplin stores. The attachment feature of Joplin could be especially useful if someone was taking a lot of pictures with their iPhone camera and wanted to write about each of them and make a small book of a portfolio or photo album.

    If you are always on the go, Joplin might be for you. Also, it does not require creating an account unless you need syncing capability. Therefore, if you want a way to organize your notes into folders and don’t have a reliable internet connection on your phone, then Joplin is pretty good as far as mobile apps go.

    If you use a PC and don’t use your phone as a writing tool, you can probably just stick with Ghostwriter, as mentioned in the previous section.

    Simplenote

    Simplenote is another Markdown editor that has desktop and mobile apps. However, it works a little bit differently in that you create an account with your email address, and then you can get a login code sent to your email to sign in.

    If syncing between devices is a primary concern for you, I have to recommend Simplenote because accessing your data on any device where you are signed in is trivial. Simplenote really is simple. It does not have all the fancy features of the other two programs I have recommended above, but because it doesn’t contain much, it is also easy to use without getting lost in the interface.

    Of course, the primary purpose of Simplenote is to write down your notes quickly on the go. Later, when you want to collect them into a book, you will still want to copy and paste the text into Ghostwriter or Joplin on a PC, so you can make use of the exporting features of these to archive and send them to publishers or your friends.

    I use Simplenote all the time whenever I have an idea that I need to write down on my phone and then later finish it on my PC before I post it to my blog or email it to someone. The most recent notes you have written are always at the top, so you can go through them and then do what you need to before deleting them after you no longer need those notes.

    I haven’t included a picture of it because it really isn’t that fancy. It also does not show you the Markdown preview while writing. You have to click a button to see it, but it does have Markdown support. However, to be able to include images in your notes, they have to be stored somewhere on the internet. Therefore, I would recommend storing images on a website where you can link to them. Fun fact: all of the pictures in my Chess book, Chastity’s Chess Chapters, were stored on my WordPress blog about my Chess teaching business.

    Other Editors

    It is not that important that you use one of the 3 programs I have recommended in this chapter. A plain old text editor will do just fine, but you will not have the ability to preview the result.

    You can also use an online Markdown editor.

    The reason I mention WordPress as an online Markdown editor (even though it does a whole lot more) is because it has full support for Markdown via its Markdown block type, which allows you to paste your text into it and preview the result even before you post. In fact, all of my blog posts have been written in Markdown since the beginning of 2025. When making a new post, you can type / and then select the Markdown block from the dropdown menu.

  • How The Chandler Caterpillar Evolved into a Chastity Butterfly

    Chastity’s Journey into a career in writing began in 2013 when she published a book titled “Confessions of a Confused Virgin”. This book project was intended to teach Chastity about the process of self-publishing a book so that she could help her mother, Judena Klebs, publish the books she had written.

    However, the people on Facebook enjoyed Chastity’s different points of view on dating, marriage, and sex. After that, Chastity started blogging on a WordPress blog about whatever she had on her mind at the time. Eventually, these small posts became content for future books she would publish.

    The majority of her writing was a series of conversations she had with a unicorn in a dream. The series remains forever published as “Chandler’s Honesty” because Chandler is her legal name even though she is known by her preferred name of Chastity White Rose. Unlike most transgender people, Chastity does not consider Chandler to be a “dead name” but instead a name of historical importance as she evolves from a caterpillar to a butterfly and yet remains the same person.

    butterfly.png

    Chastity is a simple person who prefers playing Tetris or Chess much more than writing. However, she began a project in Pride month of 2025 with a focus on educating the public about the LGBTQIA+ community that is different than the hype you would hear from mainstream media.

    Chastity graduated with a Creative Writing Degree in July of 2025 after attending Full Sail University as an online student while working full-time at Walmart in Lee’s Summit, Missouri.

    Her best paperback books and ebooks can be purchased from Amazon, Apple Books, Google Play books, and many others. These works cover a range of topics, such as opinions on politics or religion, her Journey as an Asexual Transgender woman (Chandler’s Honesty), and even a 100-page book about the board game of Chess (Chastity’s Chess Chapters).

    But beyond writing books and blog posts, Chastity is offering services to help others write and publish their books, blogs, and websites. Those who have a story to tell but who may not be as technologically inclined may benefit from her experience using Kindle Direct Publishing, Draft2Digital, WordPress, and writing content with Markdown and HTML.

    Chastity writes on two main websites that she pays to keep free of ads and distractions.

    You can also follow her author profiles for updates on the latest books she publishes.

  • Who is the sinner?

    Script created with Final Draft by Chastity White Rose.


                   EXT. PODUNK TOWN STADIUM - DAY
    
                   Many people are gathered around the soccer field. The Podunk
                   Unicorns are playing against the Applewood Dragons.
    
                   A crowd of spectators are on the bleachers and watching. Some
                   of them are cheering. Others watch as they drink cold drinks.
    
                   Players kick the soccer ball around to each other. CHAD, 25,
                   kicks the ball as it comes his way. He kicks it back and
                   forth while dodging the opponent players. The opponents are
                   also trying to kick it out of his control as he makes his way
                   toward the goal.
                   At 20 feet away from the goal, he kicks the ball as hard as
                   he can into the goal net. While he kicks it, one of the
                   members of the opponent team accidentally kicks Chad's right
                   knee very hard.
    
                   The soccer ball passes the goalie by 5 inches to the left and
                   hits the net, scoring a goal.
    
                   Chad falls to the ground and screams in pain; his teammate,
                   LUKE, 25, runs towards him.
    
                                       LUKE
                             Chad, are you okay?
    
                                       CHAD
                             No, I got kicked directly in the
                             knee as I kicked the ball.
    
                                       LUKE
                             Coach, stop the game for a minute.
                             We need to get Chad to the doctor.
                             Chad, can you walk?
    
                   Chad tries to lift himself but falls again because it hurts
                   too much. A spectator, MATT, 23, in the bleachers, leaves his
                   seat and runs to help Luke and the coach carry Chad to the
                   local sports injury clinic close to the field.
    
    
    
                   INT. CLINIC - MOMENTS LATER
    
                   Luke and Matt carry Chad into the small building where
                   DOCTOR, 50s, is writing something down on a clipboard.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Doctor, can you check out my knee?
    
                                       DOCTOR
                             Yes, let's do a quick x-ray to see
                             if anything is broken.
    
                   Doctor X-rays Chad's knee. Matt grabs some ice while Luke
                   exits.
    
                                       DOCTOR
                             It looks like a minor fracture. I
                             suggest you hold off from playing
                             soccer for at least six months, and
                             I will give you a tight compression
                             knee brace to help keep it in
                             place.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Thanks, doc. Do you have any
                             painkillers you can prescribe?
    
                                       DOCTOR
                             Sure, I will prescribe a strong
                             pain reliever for you. Get some
                             rest while the pharmacy gets it
                             ready.
    
                                       MATT
                             Sorry Chad, I know it must suck not
                             to play soccer for a while.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Yeah, but it's not the only thing
                             in life. There are plenty of other
                             things I can do while I heal.
    
                                       MATT
                             Maybe you should come over tomorrow
                             to my house, and we could play
                             video games?
    
                                       CHAD
                             Yeah, that will be fun. I can tell
                             you about plans I have for a new
                             career.
    
                                       MATT
                             New career? Are you quitting soccer
                             permanently?
    
                                       CHAD
                             No, I will still play for fun, but
                             I think this injury is a sign that
                             God wants me to find a new line of
                             work. Soccer is nice, but I want to
                             do something that will make a
                             difference for change in the world.
    
                                       MATT
                             What do you want to do for a new
                             career?
    
                                       CHAD
                             I want to be a writer who can write
                             about important topics like how to
                             be a follower of Jesus and also
                             write books about the different
                             sports in the world as being for
                             fun, even more than as a
                             competition for prize money or
                             scholarships. But what about you,
                             Matt? Do you have any plans for the
                             future?
    
                                       MATT
                             Honestly I don't really know about
                             my future. I would like to move to
                             a new state or maybe even country
                             and live a private life where I can
                             figure it out.
    
                                       CHAD
                             But you already have a private life
                             on your farm in this town. Why
                             would you need to go somewhere
                             else?
    
                   Luke arrives with some lemonade for himself and Chad. While
                   he is coming toward the room, he stops to listen in.
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, I need to leave this town
                             because I can't be a Christian
                             anymore. I know I am a sinner,
                             doomed to hell no matter what I do,
                             so I am going to go live somewhere
                             else while I figure out if there is
                             any new religion or spiritual path
                             that I can really believe in.
    
                                       CHAD
                             What are you talking about? Why do
                             you think you're going to hell?
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, I have heard the pastor
                             preach from 1 Corinthians about how
                             homosexuals can't inherit the
                             kingdom of God.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Wait, you mean to say you're gay? I
                             had no idea.
    
                                       MATT
                             Yes, I hope this doesn't mean we
                             can't be friends anymore.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Not at all. Look, Matt, I don't
                             know anything about being gay, but
                             I think the point is that Jesus has
                             forgiven us of all our sins,
                             including those we will do in the
                             future.
    
                                       MATT
                             But Chad, do you think being gay is
                             a sin? Am I always going to be
                             displeasing to God because of my
                             impure thoughts? I don't know if I
                             can take that.
    
                                       CHAD
                             I have some questions myself about
                             whether I believe everything in the
                             Bible. But in any case, we will
                             figure this all out together as
                             friends, okay?
    
                   Luke walks into the room with cups and a gallon of lemonade.
                   He pretends he didn't hear the conversation they were just
                   having, but they quit talking as soon as Luke enters the room
                   to finish the conversation in private later.
    
    
    
                   INT. MATT'S HOUSE BASEMENT - THE NEXT DAY
    
                   Matt is in his basement setting up his TV and Nintendo 64 to
                   play Super Smash Bros. with Chad. While he is getting things
                   plugged in, he notices a burning smell. He goes up the stairs
                   to check where the smell is coming from but sees flames
                   coming from the door. He is in the basement, where everything
                   is concrete, so he is not in immediate danger, but he doesn't
                   know where the fire could start.
    
    
    
                   EXT. SIDEWALK LEADING TO MATT'S HOUSE - MOMENTS LATER
    
                   Chad is rolling down the sidewalk with his electric
                   wheelchair towards Matt's house. He sees the entire house in
                   flames and worries about Matt. Just as Chad pulls out his
                   cell phone to call Matt, he sees Luke running towards Matt's
                   car, holding a blowtorch.
                   Luke gets in the car and drives away as fast as possible.
                   Chad proceeds to call Matt. Matt answers.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Matt, are you okay?! Your house is
                             burning down!
    
                                       MATT
                             I know! I am trapped in the
                             basement where nothing can burn,
                             but I wasn't cooking anything, so I
                             don't know how a fire would start.
    
                                       CHAD
                             I just saw Luke with a blowtorch
                             outside your house and he also
                             stole your car!
    
                                       MATT
                             Wait, why would Luke burn down my
                             house and steal my car?
    
                                       CHAD
                             I don't know, but clearly, he was
                             expecting you not to need the car.
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, I think I may know what's
                             going on. I don't like to think
                             about this, but Luke may be trying
                             to kill me.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Why would he kill you? What did you
                             do to him?
    
                                       MATT
                             There is no time for that; I will
                             explain later. Just get me out of
                             here.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Have you called the fire
                             department, or should I call for
                             you?
    
                                       MATT
                             I haven't yet. Please call them but
                             don't tell them anything about
                             seeing Luke outside my house.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Wait, why would I not tell them? If
                             Luke is trying to kill you for some
                             reason we need to stop him?
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, if God burns gay people in
                             hell, why should Luke be any
                             different?
    
                                       CHAD
                             I don't know what to think about
                             that, but I will talk with you
                             about it later. I will call the
                             fire department, and they will get
                             you out safely.
    
                   A big fire truck arrives, and a group of firemen attaches a
                   giant hose to the nearby fire hydrant. They spray the fire
                   completely out. Then they open the basement door, and Matt
                   walks out.
    
                                       MATT
                             I am so glad to be out of there. I
                             still want to talk with you
                             somewhere private. Can we use your
                             car and drive somewhere far away
                             where people like Luke can't hear
                             us?
    
                                       CHAD
                             You got it, bro. Here are my keys.
                             I want you to drive so I can rest
                             my knee. It hurts really bad from
                             yesterday's injury still. Drive
                             wherever you need to.
    
    
    
                   EXT. COUNTRY ROAD - DAY
    
                   Chad and Matt drive in the direction of Applewood, the
                   nearest town to Podunk.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Matt, I need to know what you meant
                             about God burning gay people. What
                             does this have to do with Luke?
    
                                       MATT
                             I believe Luke may have heard me
                             tell you at the clinic that I am
                             gay.
                             When people in a small religious
                             town find something like that out,
                             they tend to react negatively. Now
                             that Luke knows my secret, he could
                             tell the police and they could
                             arrest me. That's why we can't
                             trust anyone in town, not even the
                             people of the fire department, to
                             know I am gay.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Arrest you for what? You haven't
                             done anything!
    
                                       MATT
                             It's not anything I have done. It's
                             about what they assume I will do if
                             I am allowed to live. They assume
                             that homosexuality is a worse crime
                             than other sins based on certain
                             bible verses.
    
                                       CHAD
                             But why would they act differently
                             for that sin than lying, stealing,
                             or adultery?
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, you know as well as I do that
                             the Bible says in 1 Corinthians
                             Chapter 6 that homosexuals can't
                             inherit the kingdom of God. I
                             assume that means I am going to
                             hell because that's literally what
                             it sounds like and what many
                             preachers say.
    
                                       CHAD
                             So you think that Luke got the idea
                             that you should be burned because
                             you're gay? But you haven't even
                             done anything! How would he know
                             you're gay anyway? Have you told
                             anyone before?
    
                                       MATT
                             No, Chad, you're the first person I
                             have told. I need to know if you
                             can still love me.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Matt, you're just the friend I have
                             known my whole life.
                             Nothing changes just because you
                             told me you're gay. If a good guy
                             like you is damned to hell, then I
                             guess so am I!
    
                                       MATT
                             Wait, why would you go to hell? Are
                             you gay, too?
    
                                       CHAD
                             No, I am your straight best friend,
                             but I am no more or less a sinner
                             than you. We have all done things
                             we shouldn't have done before. I
                             just think Christianity is more
                             about God's forgiveness than
                             judgment.
    
                                       MATT
                             But do you believe that we suffer
                             eternal punishment for some sins?
    
                                       CHAD
                             I am not God, and it's not my place
                             to judge. It's also not Luke's
                             place to judge you or try to kill
                             you!
    
                   They almost have left city limits when they notice they are
                   being followed by Matt's car.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Matt, it looks like your car is
                             behind us, Luke must have followed
                             us driving your car. What do you
                             want to do?
    
                                       MATT
                             I don't know, Chad, I am scared!
    
                                       CHAD
                             Stop the car and let me get out. As
                             soon as Luke stops, you drive away,
                             and I will distract him while you
                             go somewhere he can't find you.
    
                                       MATT
                             But what will happen to you?
    
                                       CHAD
                             There is only one way to find out.
    
                   Matt stops the car just long enough for Chad to get out. Luke
                   stops Matt's car that he is driving and gets out to speak to
                   them. Just as he does, Matt drives away, leaving Luke in
                   shock.
    
                                       LUKE
                             He is escaping! Chad, you better
                             tell me where Matt is going!
    
                                       CHAD
                             Why, so you can try to kill him
                             again? What is wrong with you?!
    
                                       LUKE
                             I know he is a homosexual, and he
                             is going to burn in hell for his
                             sins anyway, so what difference
                             does it make to you?
    
                                       CHAD
                             If you really believe that, then
                             why not let God be the judge of
                             Matt instead of attacking him now?
    
                                       LUKE
                             Because I can't let other people be
                             corrupted by the homosexual
                             lifestyle, especially the children!
    
                                       CHAD
                             First, you don't know Matt's
                             lifestyle. Second, you have just
                             tried to murder a friend that we
                             have both known since childhood.
                             Aren't you a little bit concerned
                             about your act of murder? You
                             hypocrite, first take the log out
                             of your eye, and then you will see
                             clearly to take the speck out of
                             your brother's eye.
    
                                       LUKE
                             Don't quote scripture at me, Chad.
                             Get out of my way, or I will kill
                             you, too.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Go ahead, Luke, do what you want
                             with me, but I won't let you harm
                             Matt.
    
                                       LUKE
                             Why would you defend an abominable
                             sinner like Matt?
    
                                       CHAD
                             First, Matt hasn't actually done
                             anything wrong, and even if he had,
                             I forgive him just as Jesus would.
                             I think to myself: "What would
                             Jesus do?". Jesus died for us. It's
                             the least I can do for Matt.
    
                                       LUKE
                             You can't be serious! As
                             Christians, we need to condemn
                             wickedness and not justify or
                             accept it as valid in our society.
    
                                       CHAD
                             When did I accept or justify
                             wickedness? I only remain a friend
                             to Matt the same way I always was.
                             So go ahead and kill me. Take my
                             money, my car, and my house, and
                             replace me on the soccer team. I
                             quit.
    
                   Luke drops to the ground, crying for a while. Finally, he
                   speaks to Chad
    
                                       LUKE
                             Chad, I have never seen a human
                             love someone so much as you love
                             Matt. I am not going to kill you or
                             take your stuff. In fact, you've
                             given me a lot to think about. But
                             what am I going to do now? If the
                             police find out what I have done, I
                             will go to jail. How can I forgive
                             myself for what I have almost done?
    
                                       CHAD
                             With humans, this is impossible,
                             but with God, all things are
                             possible. We will cross that bridge
                             when we get there.
    
                   Chad drives Luke back to town and drops him off near the
                   church. Luke prays for a while, asking God for forgiveness.
                   Chad goes back and continues to drive to Applewood. On the
                   way, he calls Matt.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Matt, where are you?
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, you're alive. I am at a hotel
                             on Main Street in Applewood. What
                             happened to Luke?
    
                                       CHAD
                             I had a conversation with him about
                             who is really the sinner in this
                             situation. As long as you're safe,
                             that's what counts. I will come to
                             find you at the hotel, and then we
                             can talk about everything.
    
                                       MATT
                             Thanks, Chad. If I didn't have a
                             friend like you, I don't think I
                             would have survived. How can I ever
                             repay you?
    
                                       CHAD
                             Don't worry about it. Every gay
                             dude should have a straight best
                             friend.