Tag: bible

  • Chapter 2: I Was Born This Way

    It is quite common to hear the phrase “I was born this way” from gay people. The reason we say this is because being gay is something you are born with and is not a choice, just like your sex or skin color, and as such, it cannot be a sin, nor can it be something used as a reason for discrimination.

    Or perhaps it would be accurate to say that we have in our DNA and brain chemistry something that makes us attracted to people of the same sex rather than a different sex. Most of us don’t notice this at birth but instead at puberty when people first have the physical capability for sexual activity and most likely are hearing about it in sex education at school.

    But some children start noticing people of the same sex at the same time as most people start noticing the opposite sex. It is hard for me to describe, especially since I did not go through this type of experience during puberty. However, I know from the stories of other people that people don’t choose who they are attracted to.

    Given a choice people would always choose to be heterosexual because that is what society demands of them; heterosexual people have always been able to get married. No one has been murdered or bullied specifically for being straight because the majority are never criticized.

    I think that the only reason that gay people are so misunderstood is because we are a minority. The people who make laws about whether gay people are allowed to marry each other or whether they are even allowed to adopt children are decided by straight people who don’t know the experience of gay people.

    But I completely agree that people are born in a way that wires them to be gay. It also comes as a spectrum. Some people are interested in both men and women simultaneously. In that case, they would be called bisexual. I would even go so far as to say that most people are neither completely gay nor straight but that there are a lot more people who are bisexual or pansexual.

    But let me be very clear about something: being gay does not actually mean you are having sex with anyone. In fact, many people are married and have sex with their spouse, who is the opposite sex. Others are celibate because there are people of various religions who believe that same-sex activity is a sin. Therefore, these people attempt to conform to the way their religion and the broader society expect them to be.

    But just because a gay man marries a woman and has sex with her doesn’t mean he isn’t thinking about men while he is doing it. A gay woman can still marry and have sex with a man, but it is questionable whether she is enjoying it.

    However, I have personally been studying celibate gay Christians because the idea is fascinating. If someone believes they will go to hell for having gay sex, then they may avoid it their whole life. However, the process is never reversed. No heterosexual person believes that it is a sin for them to have sex. Therefore, they might wait till marriage, but they never avoid it the same way gay people are expected to.

    Even when heterosexual people have sex with multiple people who are not their spouses, the Christians don’t seem to judge them at all. Somehow, every sexual sin can be forgiven if you are at least doing it with the opposite sex, but if you are doing it with a member of the same sex, then all of a sudden, you are told that you must go to hell because you cannot inherit the kingdom of God (based on 1 Corinthians 6:9 in the Christian Bible).

    I am not here to tell you what you should do if you are a gay person. I just wanted to highlight some of the ways that we are not treated the same as straight people. It seems that most of it stems from religious teaching. There are people more qualified to speak from that perspective than I am.

    But as soon as society understands that people are not choosing to be gay, then it no longer makes sense to treat them like criminals, especially when they have not done anything about their feelings.

    Although being gay is not the same as being transgender, both things are similar in that the person did not wake up and decide to one day turn themselves into the opposite sex. In the case of Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender, Queer, Intersex, and Asexual, all of them were literally born this way.

    That we are born this way is a fact that must be understood; otherwise, none of us would exist. We would choose to feel and be what the majority wants us to be so that they stop persecuting us about it.

    I was born this way, but really, I think we are this way before birth. I think we are conceived this way with the code that eventually gets run later in our lives.

  • Who is the sinner?

    Script created with Final Draft by Chastity White Rose.


                   EXT. PODUNK TOWN STADIUM - DAY
    
                   Many people are gathered around the soccer field. The Podunk
                   Unicorns are playing against the Applewood Dragons.
    
                   A crowd of spectators are on the bleachers and watching. Some
                   of them are cheering. Others watch as they drink cold drinks.
    
                   Players kick the soccer ball around to each other. CHAD, 25,
                   kicks the ball as it comes his way. He kicks it back and
                   forth while dodging the opponent players. The opponents are
                   also trying to kick it out of his control as he makes his way
                   toward the goal.
                   At 20 feet away from the goal, he kicks the ball as hard as
                   he can into the goal net. While he kicks it, one of the
                   members of the opponent team accidentally kicks Chad's right
                   knee very hard.
    
                   The soccer ball passes the goalie by 5 inches to the left and
                   hits the net, scoring a goal.
    
                   Chad falls to the ground and screams in pain; his teammate,
                   LUKE, 25, runs towards him.
    
                                       LUKE
                             Chad, are you okay?
    
                                       CHAD
                             No, I got kicked directly in the
                             knee as I kicked the ball.
    
                                       LUKE
                             Coach, stop the game for a minute.
                             We need to get Chad to the doctor.
                             Chad, can you walk?
    
                   Chad tries to lift himself but falls again because it hurts
                   too much. A spectator, MATT, 23, in the bleachers, leaves his
                   seat and runs to help Luke and the coach carry Chad to the
                   local sports injury clinic close to the field.
    
    
    
                   INT. CLINIC - MOMENTS LATER
    
                   Luke and Matt carry Chad into the small building where
                   DOCTOR, 50s, is writing something down on a clipboard.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Doctor, can you check out my knee?
    
                                       DOCTOR
                             Yes, let's do a quick x-ray to see
                             if anything is broken.
    
                   Doctor X-rays Chad's knee. Matt grabs some ice while Luke
                   exits.
    
                                       DOCTOR
                             It looks like a minor fracture. I
                             suggest you hold off from playing
                             soccer for at least six months, and
                             I will give you a tight compression
                             knee brace to help keep it in
                             place.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Thanks, doc. Do you have any
                             painkillers you can prescribe?
    
                                       DOCTOR
                             Sure, I will prescribe a strong
                             pain reliever for you. Get some
                             rest while the pharmacy gets it
                             ready.
    
                                       MATT
                             Sorry Chad, I know it must suck not
                             to play soccer for a while.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Yeah, but it's not the only thing
                             in life. There are plenty of other
                             things I can do while I heal.
    
                                       MATT
                             Maybe you should come over tomorrow
                             to my house, and we could play
                             video games?
    
                                       CHAD
                             Yeah, that will be fun. I can tell
                             you about plans I have for a new
                             career.
    
                                       MATT
                             New career? Are you quitting soccer
                             permanently?
    
                                       CHAD
                             No, I will still play for fun, but
                             I think this injury is a sign that
                             God wants me to find a new line of
                             work. Soccer is nice, but I want to
                             do something that will make a
                             difference for change in the world.
    
                                       MATT
                             What do you want to do for a new
                             career?
    
                                       CHAD
                             I want to be a writer who can write
                             about important topics like how to
                             be a follower of Jesus and also
                             write books about the different
                             sports in the world as being for
                             fun, even more than as a
                             competition for prize money or
                             scholarships. But what about you,
                             Matt? Do you have any plans for the
                             future?
    
                                       MATT
                             Honestly I don't really know about
                             my future. I would like to move to
                             a new state or maybe even country
                             and live a private life where I can
                             figure it out.
    
                                       CHAD
                             But you already have a private life
                             on your farm in this town. Why
                             would you need to go somewhere
                             else?
    
                   Luke arrives with some lemonade for himself and Chad. While
                   he is coming toward the room, he stops to listen in.
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, I need to leave this town
                             because I can't be a Christian
                             anymore. I know I am a sinner,
                             doomed to hell no matter what I do,
                             so I am going to go live somewhere
                             else while I figure out if there is
                             any new religion or spiritual path
                             that I can really believe in.
    
                                       CHAD
                             What are you talking about? Why do
                             you think you're going to hell?
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, I have heard the pastor
                             preach from 1 Corinthians about how
                             homosexuals can't inherit the
                             kingdom of God.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Wait, you mean to say you're gay? I
                             had no idea.
    
                                       MATT
                             Yes, I hope this doesn't mean we
                             can't be friends anymore.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Not at all. Look, Matt, I don't
                             know anything about being gay, but
                             I think the point is that Jesus has
                             forgiven us of all our sins,
                             including those we will do in the
                             future.
    
                                       MATT
                             But Chad, do you think being gay is
                             a sin? Am I always going to be
                             displeasing to God because of my
                             impure thoughts? I don't know if I
                             can take that.
    
                                       CHAD
                             I have some questions myself about
                             whether I believe everything in the
                             Bible. But in any case, we will
                             figure this all out together as
                             friends, okay?
    
                   Luke walks into the room with cups and a gallon of lemonade.
                   He pretends he didn't hear the conversation they were just
                   having, but they quit talking as soon as Luke enters the room
                   to finish the conversation in private later.
    
    
    
                   INT. MATT'S HOUSE BASEMENT - THE NEXT DAY
    
                   Matt is in his basement setting up his TV and Nintendo 64 to
                   play Super Smash Bros. with Chad. While he is getting things
                   plugged in, he notices a burning smell. He goes up the stairs
                   to check where the smell is coming from but sees flames
                   coming from the door. He is in the basement, where everything
                   is concrete, so he is not in immediate danger, but he doesn't
                   know where the fire could start.
    
    
    
                   EXT. SIDEWALK LEADING TO MATT'S HOUSE - MOMENTS LATER
    
                   Chad is rolling down the sidewalk with his electric
                   wheelchair towards Matt's house. He sees the entire house in
                   flames and worries about Matt. Just as Chad pulls out his
                   cell phone to call Matt, he sees Luke running towards Matt's
                   car, holding a blowtorch.
                   Luke gets in the car and drives away as fast as possible.
                   Chad proceeds to call Matt. Matt answers.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Matt, are you okay?! Your house is
                             burning down!
    
                                       MATT
                             I know! I am trapped in the
                             basement where nothing can burn,
                             but I wasn't cooking anything, so I
                             don't know how a fire would start.
    
                                       CHAD
                             I just saw Luke with a blowtorch
                             outside your house and he also
                             stole your car!
    
                                       MATT
                             Wait, why would Luke burn down my
                             house and steal my car?
    
                                       CHAD
                             I don't know, but clearly, he was
                             expecting you not to need the car.
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, I think I may know what's
                             going on. I don't like to think
                             about this, but Luke may be trying
                             to kill me.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Why would he kill you? What did you
                             do to him?
    
                                       MATT
                             There is no time for that; I will
                             explain later. Just get me out of
                             here.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Have you called the fire
                             department, or should I call for
                             you?
    
                                       MATT
                             I haven't yet. Please call them but
                             don't tell them anything about
                             seeing Luke outside my house.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Wait, why would I not tell them? If
                             Luke is trying to kill you for some
                             reason we need to stop him?
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, if God burns gay people in
                             hell, why should Luke be any
                             different?
    
                                       CHAD
                             I don't know what to think about
                             that, but I will talk with you
                             about it later. I will call the
                             fire department, and they will get
                             you out safely.
    
                   A big fire truck arrives, and a group of firemen attaches a
                   giant hose to the nearby fire hydrant. They spray the fire
                   completely out. Then they open the basement door, and Matt
                   walks out.
    
                                       MATT
                             I am so glad to be out of there. I
                             still want to talk with you
                             somewhere private. Can we use your
                             car and drive somewhere far away
                             where people like Luke can't hear
                             us?
    
                                       CHAD
                             You got it, bro. Here are my keys.
                             I want you to drive so I can rest
                             my knee. It hurts really bad from
                             yesterday's injury still. Drive
                             wherever you need to.
    
    
    
                   EXT. COUNTRY ROAD - DAY
    
                   Chad and Matt drive in the direction of Applewood, the
                   nearest town to Podunk.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Matt, I need to know what you meant
                             about God burning gay people. What
                             does this have to do with Luke?
    
                                       MATT
                             I believe Luke may have heard me
                             tell you at the clinic that I am
                             gay.
                             When people in a small religious
                             town find something like that out,
                             they tend to react negatively. Now
                             that Luke knows my secret, he could
                             tell the police and they could
                             arrest me. That's why we can't
                             trust anyone in town, not even the
                             people of the fire department, to
                             know I am gay.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Arrest you for what? You haven't
                             done anything!
    
                                       MATT
                             It's not anything I have done. It's
                             about what they assume I will do if
                             I am allowed to live. They assume
                             that homosexuality is a worse crime
                             than other sins based on certain
                             bible verses.
    
                                       CHAD
                             But why would they act differently
                             for that sin than lying, stealing,
                             or adultery?
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, you know as well as I do that
                             the Bible says in 1 Corinthians
                             Chapter 6 that homosexuals can't
                             inherit the kingdom of God. I
                             assume that means I am going to
                             hell because that's literally what
                             it sounds like and what many
                             preachers say.
    
                                       CHAD
                             So you think that Luke got the idea
                             that you should be burned because
                             you're gay? But you haven't even
                             done anything! How would he know
                             you're gay anyway? Have you told
                             anyone before?
    
                                       MATT
                             No, Chad, you're the first person I
                             have told. I need to know if you
                             can still love me.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Matt, you're just the friend I have
                             known my whole life.
                             Nothing changes just because you
                             told me you're gay. If a good guy
                             like you is damned to hell, then I
                             guess so am I!
    
                                       MATT
                             Wait, why would you go to hell? Are
                             you gay, too?
    
                                       CHAD
                             No, I am your straight best friend,
                             but I am no more or less a sinner
                             than you. We have all done things
                             we shouldn't have done before. I
                             just think Christianity is more
                             about God's forgiveness than
                             judgment.
    
                                       MATT
                             But do you believe that we suffer
                             eternal punishment for some sins?
    
                                       CHAD
                             I am not God, and it's not my place
                             to judge. It's also not Luke's
                             place to judge you or try to kill
                             you!
    
                   They almost have left city limits when they notice they are
                   being followed by Matt's car.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Matt, it looks like your car is
                             behind us, Luke must have followed
                             us driving your car. What do you
                             want to do?
    
                                       MATT
                             I don't know, Chad, I am scared!
    
                                       CHAD
                             Stop the car and let me get out. As
                             soon as Luke stops, you drive away,
                             and I will distract him while you
                             go somewhere he can't find you.
    
                                       MATT
                             But what will happen to you?
    
                                       CHAD
                             There is only one way to find out.
    
                   Matt stops the car just long enough for Chad to get out. Luke
                   stops Matt's car that he is driving and gets out to speak to
                   them. Just as he does, Matt drives away, leaving Luke in
                   shock.
    
                                       LUKE
                             He is escaping! Chad, you better
                             tell me where Matt is going!
    
                                       CHAD
                             Why, so you can try to kill him
                             again? What is wrong with you?!
    
                                       LUKE
                             I know he is a homosexual, and he
                             is going to burn in hell for his
                             sins anyway, so what difference
                             does it make to you?
    
                                       CHAD
                             If you really believe that, then
                             why not let God be the judge of
                             Matt instead of attacking him now?
    
                                       LUKE
                             Because I can't let other people be
                             corrupted by the homosexual
                             lifestyle, especially the children!
    
                                       CHAD
                             First, you don't know Matt's
                             lifestyle. Second, you have just
                             tried to murder a friend that we
                             have both known since childhood.
                             Aren't you a little bit concerned
                             about your act of murder? You
                             hypocrite, first take the log out
                             of your eye, and then you will see
                             clearly to take the speck out of
                             your brother's eye.
    
                                       LUKE
                             Don't quote scripture at me, Chad.
                             Get out of my way, or I will kill
                             you, too.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Go ahead, Luke, do what you want
                             with me, but I won't let you harm
                             Matt.
    
                                       LUKE
                             Why would you defend an abominable
                             sinner like Matt?
    
                                       CHAD
                             First, Matt hasn't actually done
                             anything wrong, and even if he had,
                             I forgive him just as Jesus would.
                             I think to myself: "What would
                             Jesus do?". Jesus died for us. It's
                             the least I can do for Matt.
    
                                       LUKE
                             You can't be serious! As
                             Christians, we need to condemn
                             wickedness and not justify or
                             accept it as valid in our society.
    
                                       CHAD
                             When did I accept or justify
                             wickedness? I only remain a friend
                             to Matt the same way I always was.
                             So go ahead and kill me. Take my
                             money, my car, and my house, and
                             replace me on the soccer team. I
                             quit.
    
                   Luke drops to the ground, crying for a while. Finally, he
                   speaks to Chad
    
                                       LUKE
                             Chad, I have never seen a human
                             love someone so much as you love
                             Matt. I am not going to kill you or
                             take your stuff. In fact, you've
                             given me a lot to think about. But
                             what am I going to do now? If the
                             police find out what I have done, I
                             will go to jail. How can I forgive
                             myself for what I have almost done?
    
                                       CHAD
                             With humans, this is impossible,
                             but with God, all things are
                             possible. We will cross that bridge
                             when we get there.
    
                   Chad drives Luke back to town and drops him off near the
                   church. Luke prays for a while, asking God for forgiveness.
                   Chad goes back and continues to drive to Applewood. On the
                   way, he calls Matt.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Matt, where are you?
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, you're alive. I am at a hotel
                             on Main Street in Applewood. What
                             happened to Luke?
    
                                       CHAD
                             I had a conversation with him about
                             who is really the sinner in this
                             situation. As long as you're safe,
                             that's what counts. I will come to
                             find you at the hotel, and then we
                             can talk about everything.
    
                                       MATT
                             Thanks, Chad. If I didn't have a
                             friend like you, I don't think I
                             would have survived. How can I ever
                             repay you?
    
                                       CHAD
                             Don't worry about it. Every gay
                             dude should have a straight best
                             friend.
    

  • The Lost Art of Chess

    Every week, they played the game.
    Old and young together played Chess.
    The conversations were always the same.
    As Hank and Chandler made a mess.

    Hank and Jerry told of their past.
    Chandler listened to them speak
    Their knowledge and memories were fast.
    Even if their bodies were weak.

    Same old jokes that old men tell.
    Were heard by a lonely soul.
    These times were both heaven and hell.
    Playing a game beyond control.

    With these friends, there was no judgment or shame.
    Hank and Jerry did not have much time.
    There was only the shared love for the game.
    These precious moments were sublime.

    Till the day when Hank and Jerry came no more.
    Chess was not the same without his friends.
    But the day came when Chandler swore.
    He would not let this be how the story ends.

    13 years had passed, and Chandler had changed.
    He was now a she and Chastity was her name.
    By divine intervention, her life was rearranged.
    God gave her the gift of comedy and fame.

    The younger folk didn’t know how to play Chess.
    The art of Chess would be lost without a teacher.
    For those like her, Chastity turned prejudice to progress.
    And soon became a sort of Chess Coach as well as a preacher.

    The constant lies about transgender people are very old.
    The hateful words made Chastity want to hide.
    But stronger than her fear was a prophecy foretold.
    That Chastity would overcome prejudice with pride.

    Sometimes life is hard and the journey is long.
    And sometimes our friends leave us or die.
    But don’t give up the games of Chess or song.
    You won’t forget because neither will I.