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  • Chastity’s Response to Trump’s Executive Orders

    Since Donald Trump was inaugurated as President on January 20, 2025, he has signed many executive orders. There are some that I agree with. For example, on January 27, 2025, he signed an executive order which reinstates everyone who was discharged from the military for refusing the Covid-19 vaccines. I consider this a good move because I don’t want anybody to lose their job just because they choose what they will and will not put into their body. I fully believe in bodily autonomy when it comes to a person deciding what to eat, what vaccines to take or not take, and what they wear. Etc.

    But there are some other executive orders which can potentially lead to the death of some of my people. These dangers specifically apply to Transgender and Intersex people. Trump has declared that the Federal Government of the United States of America will only recognize two genders, male and female. To the uninformed, this sounds harmless because most people think there are only two genders. But is it true? The answer is more complicated than you think.

    There have been many attempts to define what males and females are. This task gets harder to do the more you learn. The simple fact is that intersex people exist who have more than the standard chromosome variations of XX or XY. There are people with XXY, XXYY, and XYY, and some only have a single X chromosome. Defining sex/gender on chromosomes is not reliable and can actually be expensive. I am 37 years old, and I don’t know my chromosome variation, but I suspect XXY, also known as Klinefelter syndrome.

    The other way people usually define male or female is by looking at someone’s genitals and then labeling them as male if they have a penis and female if they have a vagina. Usually this is done to newborn babies who are assigned male or female at birth. However, this is also not reliable. Some people are born with more than one set of genitals. But the larger point is that we should let people’s “private parts” remain private.

    My primary concerns are the following specific parts of the order titled “DEFENDING WOMEN FROM GENDER IDEOLOGY EXTREMISM AND RESTORING BIOLOGICAL TRUTH TO THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT”.

    “(d) The Secretaries of State and Homeland Security, and the Director of the Office of Personnel Management, shall implement changes to require that government-issued identification documents, including passports, visas, and Global Entry cards, accurately reflect the holder’s sex, as defined under section 2 of this order; and the Director of the Office of Personnel Management shall ensure that applicable personnel records accurately report Federal employees’ sex, as defined by section 2 of this order.”

    What does this mean for people in reality? Are you going to pull down everyone’s pants and inspect their genitals every time they renew their state ID or passport? Will you be taking blood samples to test their chromosomes? If so, who pays for this? The individual or the taxpayers in general? What about those who are intersex and have mixed genitalia or chromosomes? These statements raise more questions than they answer.

    “e) Agencies shall remove all statements, policies, regulations, forms, communications, or other internal and external messages that promote or otherwise inculcate gender ideology and shall cease issuing such statements, policies, regulations, forms, communications, or other messages. Agency forms that require an individual’s sex shall list male or female and shall not request gender identity. Agencies shall take all necessary steps, as permitted by law, to end the Federal funding of gender ideology.”

    What is gender ideology? I have never heard this term coming from anyone other than those who have not taken the time to educate themselves on transgender and intersex people. What do you mean by ending the federal funding of gender ideology? I don’t agree that there is such a thing as gender ideology, but it sounds like more money will be spent on trying to slap a label on people of either male or female, regardless of the fact that some of us are a combination of both.

    Transgender and Intersex people have always existed and will continue to exist, regardless of what any government says or whatever our identification documents say. However, there will be people who have their privacy invaded, and some of them will lose their jobs and ability to travel, and some may die as a result of these policies. Some people have made a great effort to pass as their preferred gender and even have had their identification documents updated with their preferred gender and name already. Additionally, many of them have spent thousands of dollars on hormones and surgery to change their bodies so that they can pass as their felt gender. These people mean no harm to the public, but many people will commit violence against them or fire them from their jobs as soon as they are forced to be revealed as transgender or intersex by laws and policies related to this order.

    Some intersex people do not by any measure meet the requirements to be identified as male or female. These people, including one person that I know and care a lot about, have already obtained an X gender marker on their documents. Whatever you do, please don’t force them to endure genital inspections and chromosome tests everywhere they go. That’s not good government policy. That is just sexual harassment.

    The second executive order, which I will mention briefly, is the one titled “PROTECTING CHILDREN FROM CHEMICAL AND SURGICAL MUTILATION”. I don’t want to spend too much time on this because that is a post for another day. However, I oppose this because it is already written to ban gender-affirming care for individuals 19 and younger. I can only speculate how long it will be before the next executive order banning hormones and surgery for people of all ages.

    I, as an individual, fully support the right of adults to decide what to do with their bodies related to gender-affirming care. Furthermore, I do believe that people under the age of 18 should also have these options in specific cases and that these decisions should be made along with their parents and doctors for practical, legal, and medical reasons. I will expand on this in a future post. For now, know that the executive order is linked in the sources section at the end of this post.

    Comments from Fellow Friends and Board Members of the Rainbow Pro-Life Alliance:

    “Donald Trump’s executive order mandating that there are only two sexes is an attempt to erase intersex, nonbinary, and trans people. Yet his declaration doesn’t change biological reality or the lived experiences of millions. There are 5.6 million intersex people in the United States alone, according to the American Journal of Human Biology. They cannot be defined out of existence. Intersex, trans, and non-binary people are valuable members of our communities and deserve our support.” – Sarah Terzo.

    Sources for Executive Orders and General Information on Intersex people:

    https://www.whitehouse.gov/presidential-actions/2025/01/defending-women-from-gender-ideology-extremism-and-restoring-biological-truth-to-the-federal-government/

    https://www.whitehouse.gov/presidential-actions/2025/01/protecting-children-from-chemical-and-surgical-mutilation/

    https://www.whitehouse.gov/presidential-actions/2025/01/reinstating-service-members-discharged-under-the-militarys-covid-19-vaccination-mandate/

    https://www.healthline.com/health/transgender/types-of-intersex

    https://rainbowroo.com.au/blogs/news/end-intersex-surgery-we-are-not-broken

  • Missouri Native American Tribes

    I was doing research on which Native American Tribes existed in Missouri. This is important for the story I have not finished. I needed a tribe name for a Native American man who tells stories to children.

    If there are any Native Americans who can tell me about their tribes as they used to exist in Missouri, I would appreciate the information so that my story is accurate historically.

    Unfortunately, most of them were wiped out in the Indian Removal Act of 1830.

    I found it quite interesting that the Federal Government does not even recognize the tribes. But I can’t be too surprised because when you have a habit of killing people or taking over their land and forcing them to relocate, you don’t typically learn about their history and culture.

  • 40 Wins as White

    The following is a command I ran to extract all of my wins playing white that resulted in a checkmate. Most of the time my opponents resign before I get the chance to checkmate. All of these

    C:\ChasteBase>pgn-extract -Twchastitywhiterose -Tr1-0 chastitywhiterose_lichess.pgn -ochastebase_white_wins_lichess.pgn –checkmate

    Below is the resulting list from the above command. Every game has a link on lichess where all the moves can be viewed and replayed. The purpose of this post is to later use it to analyze these games more in depth during my regular live Streams on Twitch.


    Processing chastitywhiterose_lichess.pgn
    chastitywhiterose – freakshot Rated classical game https://lichess.org/0CMYUcKc 2024.11.10
    chastitywhiterose – fedor0f Rated rapid game https://lichess.org/yP303GBZ 2024.10.27
    chastitywhiterose – empressofinfected Rated correspondence game https://lichess.org/7tVGmjvn 2024.10.22
    chastitywhiterose – kravtsov777 Rated bullet game https://lichess.org/K9fo3FoK 2024.10.24
    chastitywhiterose – DaneshHedayati Rated bullet game https://lichess.org/XhcsYT0B 2024.10.24
    chastitywhiterose – tamnkarrot Γëñ1700 Rapid Arena https://lichess.org/Q4tUFPea 2024.10.22
    chastitywhiterose – ALEKSEY022024 Rated rapid game https://lichess.org/RMCOmepz 2024.10.21
    chastitywhiterose – MohamedNEMOO Rated rapid game https://lichess.org/3o1sj3oj 2024.10.19
    chastitywhiterose – galouf Rated classical game https://lichess.org/lDSgDRw9 2024.10.17
    chastitywhiterose – Maxim_888 Rated classical game https://lichess.org/3Cmm21bs 2024.10.16
    chastitywhiterose – halfcabsmoke Rated classical game https://lichess.org/avEK2iyR 2024.10.14
    chastitywhiterose – vrushipatel Rated blitz game https://lichess.org/an6GvSKC 2024.10.11
    chastitywhiterose – GERHARD2017 Rated classical game https://lichess.org/kr2Ahp2S 2024.09.28
    chastitywhiterose – Rated_y2j Rated rapid game https://lichess.org/klFOboFl 2024.09.10
    chastitywhiterose – f_atih Rated rapid game https://lichess.org/H9D0bBSz 2024.08.29
    chastitywhiterose – ItsRiker Rated correspondence game https://lichess.org/b4CgPRUt 2024.06.30
    chastitywhiterose – maia1 Rated rapid game https://lichess.org/Pk9rvIk4 2024.08.07
    chastitywhiterose – Hilario217 Rated classical game https://lichess.org/Uh9Kqg7k 2024.07.27
    chastitywhiterose – Marsiqi Rated rapid game https://lichess.org/Nvd6Fg5H 2024.07.12
    chastitywhiterose – luqmanbackflip Rated classical game https://lichess.org/mdRjY1vF 2024.06.23
    chastitywhiterose – lunomensch Rated correspondence game https://lichess.org/nj10fQS5 2024.06.10
    chastitywhiterose – EldarDDD Rated blitz game https://lichess.org/azJUhnSo 2024.06.22
    chastitywhiterose – rsapit13 Rated correspondence game https://lichess.org/ldCGBqii 2024.06.14
    chastitywhiterose – X-OR77 Rated blitz game https://lichess.org/aIrL7Dv4 2024.06.09
    chastitywhiterose – changunni Rated classical game https://lichess.org/Y53u9uAj 2024.05.31
    chastitywhiterose – M7med587ashraf Rated rapid game https://lichess.org/BfffOlyn 2024.05.22
    chastitywhiterose – Xamel72 Rated blitz game https://lichess.org/nsNZ7AG5 2024.05.19
    chastitywhiterose – Mahanz714 Rated classical game https://lichess.org/fzPUCxSI 2024.05.11
    chastitywhiterose – tuxycat Rated blitz game https://lichess.org/sDNh24Z1 2024.05.04
    chastitywhiterose – devandchess Rated classical game https://lichess.org/oRPQBwUs 2024.05.01
    chastitywhiterose – iuriiivanov Rated blitz game https://lichess.org/ytreHhOm 2024.04.29
    chastitywhiterose – chispitay Rated rapid game https://lichess.org/nWtSXUWN 2024.04.24
    chastitywhiterose – Nikolay1854 Rated classical game https://lichess.org/T32LI2X2 2024.04.19
    chastitywhiterose – mosarawy Rated rapid game https://lichess.org/IjU4qXB8 2024.04.18
    chastitywhiterose – Sharky919 Rated classical game https://lichess.org/gYsYnotN 2023.12.23
    chastitywhiterose – Iamabadplayer369 Rated rapid game https://lichess.org/eeYaTDxc 2024.11.17
    chastitywhiterose – siva280495 Rated blitz game https://lichess.org/WhKRltKa 2024.11.18
    chastitywhiterose – faer-e Rated classical game https://lichess.org/l3Sa1aKW 2024.11.23
    chastitywhiterose – hazemesam19h Rated classical game https://lichess.org/oeuaMKkk 2024.11.24
    chastitywhiterose – Viktor-555 Rated classical game https://lichess.org/ee7wthJp 2024.11.28
    40 games matched out of 711.

  • ChasteBase README Part 1

    I created Chess database and I named it ChasteBase. Creating the database was something of a challenge but was made easier by the fact that I have tools to enable me to filter through large lists of games.

    What you are reading now is part 1 of a series where I document the necessary steps I took that eventually enabled me to create the database the way I want it.

    Step 0: The Workspace

    I first created a folder on my Windows 11 laptop which I was going to be working in while I made my database.

    C:\ChasteBase

    Step 1: Download the games.

    I Downloaded all of my lichess.org and chess.com games using En-Croissant. It can download them and then I just have to copy over the PGN files from where the program stores them. En-Croissant can also be used for analyzing the database as well.

    The location of databases used by en-croissant:

    C:\Users\chand\AppData\Roaming\org.encroissant.app\db

    This gives me the files:

    chastitywhiterose_lichess.pgn
    chastitywhiterose_chesscom.pgn

    They contain all of my games on these two platforms. However, for simplicity, I will only be using the lichess file for my example commands. Whenever I need to update the list and just refresh the database on En-Croissant and when export the games to the same file so that they are included the next time that I run my commands

    Step 2: Download and install pgn-extract.

    Really all I did to install it was choose a place to download it and add it to my path. Here is where I put it on my PC.

    C:\pgn-extract

    Step 3: Run commands to choose the games to the ones I am interested in.

    The following commands will extract all the games I have won. The first extracts all my wins as white. The second extracts all my wins as black. However, due to the –checkmate flag, only games ending in a checkmate will be listed.

    pgn-extract -Twchastitywhiterose -Tr1-0 chastitywhiterose_lichess.pgn –checkmate -ochastity_white_wins_lichess.pgn
    pgn-extract -Tbchastitywhiterose -Tr0-1 chastitywhiterose_lichess.pgn –checkmate -ochastity_black_wins_lichess.pgn

    These commands work the way they do because of the flags I used. The full documentation of pgn-extract can be accessed at the link below.

    https://www.cs.kent.ac.uk/people/staff/djb/pgn-extract/

    The idea of these steps is to be able to look at the games I won and see what I did right that helped me win. By including only games ending in a checkmate, I ensure that I didn’t win only by resignation or my opponent running out of time.

    I wrote this document for myself mainly but I will share it with everyone, especially my Chess students because I believe creating a personal database of games to review and analyze is actually extremely helpful for seeing which moves they have the most success with. In fact, this data could reveal that certain openings are more in line with how a person’s brain operates. Or maybe they have practiced an opening more than others and we can see how often they started with it.

    This was only step one of my quest to create ChasteBase. I needed to use my own games to test pgn-extract to see if it was possible to filter through the games in a reliable way. Eventually, my own games will be included in the database but I also want to include games of the greatest masters and my students. Analyzing Chess games can be fun. I also have some of the best software to use for analysis. I will be showing what software I like to use in my videos!

  • Who is the sinner?

    Script created with Final Draft by Chastity White Rose.


                   EXT. PODUNK TOWN STADIUM - DAY
    
                   Many people are gathered around the soccer field. The Podunk
                   Unicorns are playing against the Applewood Dragons.
    
                   A crowd of spectators are on the bleachers and watching. Some
                   of them are cheering. Others watch as they drink cold drinks.
    
                   Players kick the soccer ball around to each other. CHAD, 25,
                   kicks the ball as it comes his way. He kicks it back and
                   forth while dodging the opponent players. The opponents are
                   also trying to kick it out of his control as he makes his way
                   toward the goal.
                   At 20 feet away from the goal, he kicks the ball as hard as
                   he can into the goal net. While he kicks it, one of the
                   members of the opponent team accidentally kicks Chad's right
                   knee very hard.
    
                   The soccer ball passes the goalie by 5 inches to the left and
                   hits the net, scoring a goal.
    
                   Chad falls to the ground and screams in pain; his teammate,
                   LUKE, 25, runs towards him.
    
                                       LUKE
                             Chad, are you okay?
    
                                       CHAD
                             No, I got kicked directly in the
                             knee as I kicked the ball.
    
                                       LUKE
                             Coach, stop the game for a minute.
                             We need to get Chad to the doctor.
                             Chad, can you walk?
    
                   Chad tries to lift himself but falls again because it hurts
                   too much. A spectator, MATT, 23, in the bleachers, leaves his
                   seat and runs to help Luke and the coach carry Chad to the
                   local sports injury clinic close to the field.
    
    
    
                   INT. CLINIC - MOMENTS LATER
    
                   Luke and Matt carry Chad into the small building where
                   DOCTOR, 50s, is writing something down on a clipboard.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Doctor, can you check out my knee?
    
                                       DOCTOR
                             Yes, let's do a quick x-ray to see
                             if anything is broken.
    
                   Doctor X-rays Chad's knee. Matt grabs some ice while Luke
                   exits.
    
                                       DOCTOR
                             It looks like a minor fracture. I
                             suggest you hold off from playing
                             soccer for at least six months, and
                             I will give you a tight compression
                             knee brace to help keep it in
                             place.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Thanks, doc. Do you have any
                             painkillers you can prescribe?
    
                                       DOCTOR
                             Sure, I will prescribe a strong
                             pain reliever for you. Get some
                             rest while the pharmacy gets it
                             ready.
    
                                       MATT
                             Sorry Chad, I know it must suck not
                             to play soccer for a while.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Yeah, but it's not the only thing
                             in life. There are plenty of other
                             things I can do while I heal.
    
                                       MATT
                             Maybe you should come over tomorrow
                             to my house, and we could play
                             video games?
    
                                       CHAD
                             Yeah, that will be fun. I can tell
                             you about plans I have for a new
                             career.
    
                                       MATT
                             New career? Are you quitting soccer
                             permanently?
    
                                       CHAD
                             No, I will still play for fun, but
                             I think this injury is a sign that
                             God wants me to find a new line of
                             work. Soccer is nice, but I want to
                             do something that will make a
                             difference for change in the world.
    
                                       MATT
                             What do you want to do for a new
                             career?
    
                                       CHAD
                             I want to be a writer who can write
                             about important topics like how to
                             be a follower of Jesus and also
                             write books about the different
                             sports in the world as being for
                             fun, even more than as a
                             competition for prize money or
                             scholarships. But what about you,
                             Matt? Do you have any plans for the
                             future?
    
                                       MATT
                             Honestly I don't really know about
                             my future. I would like to move to
                             a new state or maybe even country
                             and live a private life where I can
                             figure it out.
    
                                       CHAD
                             But you already have a private life
                             on your farm in this town. Why
                             would you need to go somewhere
                             else?
    
                   Luke arrives with some lemonade for himself and Chad. While
                   he is coming toward the room, he stops to listen in.
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, I need to leave this town
                             because I can't be a Christian
                             anymore. I know I am a sinner,
                             doomed to hell no matter what I do,
                             so I am going to go live somewhere
                             else while I figure out if there is
                             any new religion or spiritual path
                             that I can really believe in.
    
                                       CHAD
                             What are you talking about? Why do
                             you think you're going to hell?
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, I have heard the pastor
                             preach from 1 Corinthians about how
                             homosexuals can't inherit the
                             kingdom of God.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Wait, you mean to say you're gay? I
                             had no idea.
    
                                       MATT
                             Yes, I hope this doesn't mean we
                             can't be friends anymore.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Not at all. Look, Matt, I don't
                             know anything about being gay, but
                             I think the point is that Jesus has
                             forgiven us of all our sins,
                             including those we will do in the
                             future.
    
                                       MATT
                             But Chad, do you think being gay is
                             a sin? Am I always going to be
                             displeasing to God because of my
                             impure thoughts? I don't know if I
                             can take that.
    
                                       CHAD
                             I have some questions myself about
                             whether I believe everything in the
                             Bible. But in any case, we will
                             figure this all out together as
                             friends, okay?
    
                   Luke walks into the room with cups and a gallon of lemonade.
                   He pretends he didn't hear the conversation they were just
                   having, but they quit talking as soon as Luke enters the room
                   to finish the conversation in private later.
    
    
    
                   INT. MATT'S HOUSE BASEMENT - THE NEXT DAY
    
                   Matt is in his basement setting up his TV and Nintendo 64 to
                   play Super Smash Bros. with Chad. While he is getting things
                   plugged in, he notices a burning smell. He goes up the stairs
                   to check where the smell is coming from but sees flames
                   coming from the door. He is in the basement, where everything
                   is concrete, so he is not in immediate danger, but he doesn't
                   know where the fire could start.
    
    
    
                   EXT. SIDEWALK LEADING TO MATT'S HOUSE - MOMENTS LATER
    
                   Chad is rolling down the sidewalk with his electric
                   wheelchair towards Matt's house. He sees the entire house in
                   flames and worries about Matt. Just as Chad pulls out his
                   cell phone to call Matt, he sees Luke running towards Matt's
                   car, holding a blowtorch.
                   Luke gets in the car and drives away as fast as possible.
                   Chad proceeds to call Matt. Matt answers.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Matt, are you okay?! Your house is
                             burning down!
    
                                       MATT
                             I know! I am trapped in the
                             basement where nothing can burn,
                             but I wasn't cooking anything, so I
                             don't know how a fire would start.
    
                                       CHAD
                             I just saw Luke with a blowtorch
                             outside your house and he also
                             stole your car!
    
                                       MATT
                             Wait, why would Luke burn down my
                             house and steal my car?
    
                                       CHAD
                             I don't know, but clearly, he was
                             expecting you not to need the car.
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, I think I may know what's
                             going on. I don't like to think
                             about this, but Luke may be trying
                             to kill me.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Why would he kill you? What did you
                             do to him?
    
                                       MATT
                             There is no time for that; I will
                             explain later. Just get me out of
                             here.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Have you called the fire
                             department, or should I call for
                             you?
    
                                       MATT
                             I haven't yet. Please call them but
                             don't tell them anything about
                             seeing Luke outside my house.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Wait, why would I not tell them? If
                             Luke is trying to kill you for some
                             reason we need to stop him?
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, if God burns gay people in
                             hell, why should Luke be any
                             different?
    
                                       CHAD
                             I don't know what to think about
                             that, but I will talk with you
                             about it later. I will call the
                             fire department, and they will get
                             you out safely.
    
                   A big fire truck arrives, and a group of firemen attaches a
                   giant hose to the nearby fire hydrant. They spray the fire
                   completely out. Then they open the basement door, and Matt
                   walks out.
    
                                       MATT
                             I am so glad to be out of there. I
                             still want to talk with you
                             somewhere private. Can we use your
                             car and drive somewhere far away
                             where people like Luke can't hear
                             us?
    
                                       CHAD
                             You got it, bro. Here are my keys.
                             I want you to drive so I can rest
                             my knee. It hurts really bad from
                             yesterday's injury still. Drive
                             wherever you need to.
    
    
    
                   EXT. COUNTRY ROAD - DAY
    
                   Chad and Matt drive in the direction of Applewood, the
                   nearest town to Podunk.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Matt, I need to know what you meant
                             about God burning gay people. What
                             does this have to do with Luke?
    
                                       MATT
                             I believe Luke may have heard me
                             tell you at the clinic that I am
                             gay.
                             When people in a small religious
                             town find something like that out,
                             they tend to react negatively. Now
                             that Luke knows my secret, he could
                             tell the police and they could
                             arrest me. That's why we can't
                             trust anyone in town, not even the
                             people of the fire department, to
                             know I am gay.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Arrest you for what? You haven't
                             done anything!
    
                                       MATT
                             It's not anything I have done. It's
                             about what they assume I will do if
                             I am allowed to live. They assume
                             that homosexuality is a worse crime
                             than other sins based on certain
                             bible verses.
    
                                       CHAD
                             But why would they act differently
                             for that sin than lying, stealing,
                             or adultery?
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, you know as well as I do that
                             the Bible says in 1 Corinthians
                             Chapter 6 that homosexuals can't
                             inherit the kingdom of God. I
                             assume that means I am going to
                             hell because that's literally what
                             it sounds like and what many
                             preachers say.
    
                                       CHAD
                             So you think that Luke got the idea
                             that you should be burned because
                             you're gay? But you haven't even
                             done anything! How would he know
                             you're gay anyway? Have you told
                             anyone before?
    
                                       MATT
                             No, Chad, you're the first person I
                             have told. I need to know if you
                             can still love me.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Matt, you're just the friend I have
                             known my whole life.
                             Nothing changes just because you
                             told me you're gay. If a good guy
                             like you is damned to hell, then I
                             guess so am I!
    
                                       MATT
                             Wait, why would you go to hell? Are
                             you gay, too?
    
                                       CHAD
                             No, I am your straight best friend,
                             but I am no more or less a sinner
                             than you. We have all done things
                             we shouldn't have done before. I
                             just think Christianity is more
                             about God's forgiveness than
                             judgment.
    
                                       MATT
                             But do you believe that we suffer
                             eternal punishment for some sins?
    
                                       CHAD
                             I am not God, and it's not my place
                             to judge. It's also not Luke's
                             place to judge you or try to kill
                             you!
    
                   They almost have left city limits when they notice they are
                   being followed by Matt's car.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Matt, it looks like your car is
                             behind us, Luke must have followed
                             us driving your car. What do you
                             want to do?
    
                                       MATT
                             I don't know, Chad, I am scared!
    
                                       CHAD
                             Stop the car and let me get out. As
                             soon as Luke stops, you drive away,
                             and I will distract him while you
                             go somewhere he can't find you.
    
                                       MATT
                             But what will happen to you?
    
                                       CHAD
                             There is only one way to find out.
    
                   Matt stops the car just long enough for Chad to get out. Luke
                   stops Matt's car that he is driving and gets out to speak to
                   them. Just as he does, Matt drives away, leaving Luke in
                   shock.
    
                                       LUKE
                             He is escaping! Chad, you better
                             tell me where Matt is going!
    
                                       CHAD
                             Why, so you can try to kill him
                             again? What is wrong with you?!
    
                                       LUKE
                             I know he is a homosexual, and he
                             is going to burn in hell for his
                             sins anyway, so what difference
                             does it make to you?
    
                                       CHAD
                             If you really believe that, then
                             why not let God be the judge of
                             Matt instead of attacking him now?
    
                                       LUKE
                             Because I can't let other people be
                             corrupted by the homosexual
                             lifestyle, especially the children!
    
                                       CHAD
                             First, you don't know Matt's
                             lifestyle. Second, you have just
                             tried to murder a friend that we
                             have both known since childhood.
                             Aren't you a little bit concerned
                             about your act of murder? You
                             hypocrite, first take the log out
                             of your eye, and then you will see
                             clearly to take the speck out of
                             your brother's eye.
    
                                       LUKE
                             Don't quote scripture at me, Chad.
                             Get out of my way, or I will kill
                             you, too.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Go ahead, Luke, do what you want
                             with me, but I won't let you harm
                             Matt.
    
                                       LUKE
                             Why would you defend an abominable
                             sinner like Matt?
    
                                       CHAD
                             First, Matt hasn't actually done
                             anything wrong, and even if he had,
                             I forgive him just as Jesus would.
                             I think to myself: "What would
                             Jesus do?". Jesus died for us. It's
                             the least I can do for Matt.
    
                                       LUKE
                             You can't be serious! As
                             Christians, we need to condemn
                             wickedness and not justify or
                             accept it as valid in our society.
    
                                       CHAD
                             When did I accept or justify
                             wickedness? I only remain a friend
                             to Matt the same way I always was.
                             So go ahead and kill me. Take my
                             money, my car, and my house, and
                             replace me on the soccer team. I
                             quit.
    
                   Luke drops to the ground, crying for a while. Finally, he
                   speaks to Chad
    
                                       LUKE
                             Chad, I have never seen a human
                             love someone so much as you love
                             Matt. I am not going to kill you or
                             take your stuff. In fact, you've
                             given me a lot to think about. But
                             what am I going to do now? If the
                             police find out what I have done, I
                             will go to jail. How can I forgive
                             myself for what I have almost done?
    
                                       CHAD
                             With humans, this is impossible,
                             but with God, all things are
                             possible. We will cross that bridge
                             when we get there.
    
                   Chad drives Luke back to town and drops him off near the
                   church. Luke prays for a while, asking God for forgiveness.
                   Chad goes back and continues to drive to Applewood. On the
                   way, he calls Matt.
    
                                       CHAD
                             Matt, where are you?
    
                                       MATT
                             Chad, you're alive. I am at a hotel
                             on Main Street in Applewood. What
                             happened to Luke?
    
                                       CHAD
                             I had a conversation with him about
                             who is really the sinner in this
                             situation. As long as you're safe,
                             that's what counts. I will come to
                             find you at the hotel, and then we
                             can talk about everything.
    
                                       MATT
                             Thanks, Chad. If I didn't have a
                             friend like you, I don't think I
                             would have survived. How can I ever
                             repay you?
    
                                       CHAD
                             Don't worry about it. Every gay
                             dude should have a straight best
                             friend.