Author: Chastity White Rose

Chad was a busy man. Chad was a very rich and popular man in his small town. He lived in a quiet, small town in Missouri where everyone went to church on Sunday, and even gas stations were closed on Sunday to honor what the Christians called the Lord’s Sabbath. Chad had just graduated college, and his career was in sports. He loved Soccer the most, but he played a little bit of Tennis and Basketball in college and high school. Chad had plenty of friends, and almost all the girls had fantasies about him because he was also stereotypically attractive. His scholarships and income from always being the top sports player had left him very rich and so he did not need to work a regular job like most people.

However, he volunteered his time at any type of charity organization or church event. He mowed the lawn and fixed things at the Crisis Pregnancy Center and also was a janitor at the animal shelter. He had plenty of time to do these jobs whenever he wasn’t playing sports. He played sports for money but also with his friends for fun.

Chad played Soccer one Tuesday afternoon with three of his friends. He was on Matthew’s team, and they were playing against Luke and John. Chad and Matthew beat the other team 15 to 5, with Chad scoring 12 of the goals. After the game they all ordered Pizza from Sarpino’s and then talked about their lives. They all had a debate over what the sermon was about on the previous Sunday.

The conversation went like this:

Matthew: Hey Chad, we sure had a good game. I know I wouldn’t have won if I wasn’t on your team.

Chad: Hey Matt, don’t be so hard on yourself. If you would like, I could help train you to kick the ball where you’re trying to.

Matthew: Thanks Chad! By the way, what did you think about the sermon on Sunday?

Chad: Can you remind me what it was? I wasn’t paying any attention. I just go so my dad doesn’t say I am not a Christian.

Luke: I remember it. Pastor Mark was reading from Romans chapter 1.

John: That’s right, it was about idolatry. People created things that they worshipped instead of God, who created those things.

Matthew: I don’t remember that part at all. I was talking about verses 24 to 27, where it says God gave people over to their sexual desires. What do you guys think that was about?

John: I guess it’s about people who make their sexual desires an idol that is more important than God. It’s all part of the same thing, really.

Luke: No, it’s not that at all. Clearly, it was talking about homosexuals and how their desires are so sinful that even God has to give up on them and leave them to live out their sins.

Matthew: So does that mean that if someone’s desires are sinful, God has abandoned them?

Luke: Who cares? It’s not like any of us have anything to worry about. We are Christians, and we are straight, exactly like God intended us to be!

John: Especially you, Luke. I know you were looking at Stacy the whole time. Maybe she’s your idol.

Luke: Hey I’m just appreciating God’s divine art!

Chad: Watch out, Luke! Stacy is the pastor’s daughter! Get too close, and you’ll still face the wrath of God!

Luke: Better worry about your sins, Chad! You have the sin of greed because you take all the girls.

Chad: I can’t help it. They all come to me. Maybe I can send some your way, and you can leave Stacy alone.

Luke: I see how it is! The real reason you come to church is also to have a chance with Stacy.

Chad: Yeah, you caught me! You’ll have to beat me in sports first before you fight over girls with me.

Luke: Fair enough, Chad!

The four friends continued to talk about many different things as they ate pizza and laughed. Chad felt a little bit sick inside that he lied to his friend Luke. The truth is that he pretended to be interested in dating Stacy because he didn’t like the way Luke was talking about Stacy. She was just an idol to Luke, and Chad agreed with John. He also noticed that Matthew had gone silent as the other three talked for the rest of the night. Chad decided to talk to Matthew about it more when the two of them were alone. Something was not right, but he didn’t know why.

Anyone who has watched my videos or read my books and blog posts knows that I am a public person who has no filter. My autism makes it impossible to know how to lie or to guess which information is safe to tell someone and which might offend them or incite violence against me because they don’t like what I say.

My Honesty is my greatest strength but also my greatest weakness. Some people don’t like the truth, and many people blatantly tell me that I should kill myself or that my mother should have aborted me.
Because of the online and offline hatred, threats, and sexual harassment I have received, I have learned to use humor as a weapon. I laugh at myself before others can.

Honestly, it’s fair to make fun of me or criticize my views on any topic. I correct people when they say something about me that is not true.
For example, when they call me a pedophile because I watch My Little Pony or because I am Pro-Life, they say that I have a “Fetus Fetish” and want to rape babies, and that’s the only reason I don’t want them aborted.
It seems there isn’t any logic to the nonsense people say to me. Sometimes, it isn’t easy to deal with the hate, and it gets to me.

I may accidentally offend people by what I say so publicly about myself. A lot of transgender people don’t even like the fact that I refer to myself sometimes as biologically male. I know this, and I don’t even care because someone is always going to be mad no matter what I say or don’t say.

But there is a distinct difference between what I say and what other people say with the intention of offending or damaging someone’s reputation. For example, a co-worker who can’t seem to go a day without making jokes about the size of Donald Trump’s penis. And another one who continually makes jokes about the size of another co-worker’s penis. Such jokes are really gossip and damage a person’s reputation for the sake of distracting others from the fact that the speaker is morally bankrupt.

It’s not about who is talking or who they are talking about. It is the attitude and intention behind it. Even if the people doing this were removed, I can tell you from experience that 95% of men think about nothing but sex, and they brag about the size of their junk. I will tell you one thing, though: having to listen to the horrible things people say about Trump has turned me into a Trump supporter. People say evil things about him to sway others from voting for him.

But people say a lot of false, evil things about me, too. So I don’t take people seriously, especially about politics and sexual jokes about the candidates. All people have said or done something wrong at some point. Instead of making jokes about the size of their body parts, you can criticize what they say or do instead.

I am not for censorship because I need to know what attitudes people have by what they say. If I don’t know what people are thinking by what they are saying, how can I protect myself?
But although I do not believe that people should be banned from social media or sent to jail for what they say, I do know that words can literally kill someone. People can have their jobs taken away or even killed if someone falsely accuses them of a crime.

And we will never know the truth about some things but it’s still important to be careful of what you listen to and the words you speak.
For example, consider the case of Imane Khelif who has been accused of being a man and been the victim of all kinds of controversy.
I actually think some of the controversy is good for society because people are becoming more aware that some women are born with XY chromosomes and that intersex people exist.
However, to this day, we still don’t have definitive proof that Imane is intersex. In fact my personal belief is that she is strong from years of training and that it has nothing to do with chromosomes or hormone levels.

But that is only one example of rumors people start about other people. People spread similar rumors about Lady Gaga, too.
People will continue to say false things about anyone who becomes famous. As Taylor Swift said:

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‘Cause the players gonna play, play, play, play, play
And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate
Baby, I’m just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off (hoo-hoo-hoo)
Heartbreakers gonna break, break, break, break, break
And the fakers gonna fake, fake, fake, fake, fake
Baby, I’m just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off (hoo-hoo-hoo)

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But there is something much more important than even whether rumors and accusations are true or false. Far more important is the relevance.
For example, apparently, J. K. Rowling said some things people don’t like, and so because of this, they are boycotting the Harry Potter books and movies. But that is irrelevant to me. I wasn’t really a fan of the series anyway. My opinion of her art doesn’t change, no matter what she said on Twitter.

And it doesn’t matter if Lady Gaga was a hermaphrodite; I still think her song “Born This Way” is one of the best songs I have heard in my life.
And you know what?

It doesn’t even matter if Donald Trump said a few wrong things about transgender people. I am still considering voting for him if I decide to vote at all just because he doesn’t deserve to have jokes and rumors made about his private parts any more than Imane Khelif or I do.

But you know who does have a small penis? I do, and I am fine with that. But I am qualified to say it because at least it is mine. But the point of this post isn’t actually about any of the people I have mentioned. If there is anything you should remember from this, it is the following:

“Beneath this mask, there is more than flesh. Beneath this mask, there is an idea, Mr Creedy. And ideas are bulletproof!” -V from the movie “V for Vendetta”

You see, the issue at stake for all these people I mentioned is not their body parts (which are none of anyone’s business). And it’s not their political views or their books, music, or whether they have a biological advantage in any sport.

No, what I am suggesting is that people learn to separate the art from the artist. If someone has the right facts or opinions, why should we care what physical mouth spoke it? Why should we care which physical hands wrote it?

Suppose there exists music that I enjoy listening to, and it makes me want to dance. What difference does it make whether it was created by Taylor Swift, Lady Gaga, or Carl Bean or generated by Artificial Intelligence?

Or, to put it another way, don’t judge a book by its cover. Don’t dismiss what someone says because of how their physical body looks but instead the content of what they are communicating.

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1 Samuel 16:7 But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart.

I saw a video by Finnster talking about how AI can detect if people are gay.

Honestly, I was not surprised. It is well known that humans are capable of guessing with over 50% accuracy whether someone is gay.

The question I have is not whether AI can genuinely detect who is gay but whether it can distinguish being gay from being asexual, transgender, or intersex. If you read my “Conceived this Way” post, you will know that being gay or transgender could actually be caused by an intersex condition in some cases.

Since the number and type of chromosomes vary between people since conception and since hormone levels also make a huge difference in the way someone develops physically, could there be physical differences between gay and straight people that AI can pick up on and use to know the difference?

My answer is 100% yes. In fact, the US government knew there were physical differences and used them to exclude gays from the military.

A direct quote from Wikipedia:

“To regulate homosexuality in the US military, physical exams, and interviews were used to spot men with effeminate characteristics during recruitment. These exams included having wider hips and the absence of a gag reflex in prospective soldiers. Both of these physical characteristics could get a man disqualified from service. Many soldiers accused of homosexual behavior were discharged for being “sexual psychopaths”, although the number of discharges greatly decreased during wartime efforts.[13]”

Original Source:
Journal Article, International Security, volume 23, issue 2, pages 5-39 Fall 1998

Of course, there are many types of gay and straight people, so the results of human guesswork and artificial intelligence won’t be 100% accurate all the time. In fact, there are two entirely different groups of gay men. Some of them are ultra feminine and are confused with transgender women (some people are both), and then other men can appear very masculine in the body, but the mind still thinks very gay.

It’s important to note that this technology could be used as a tool for discriminating against LGBTQIA+ people. However, the act of trying to guess who is different so that people can kill them or deny them employment was always a reality. AI will serve the purpose of the humans that use it. We should be concerned about the humans who hate us rather than the machines themselves which do what they are programmed to do.

Other Links:

https://www.techspot.com/news/70905-stanford-university-ai-can-tell-if-youre-gay.html

https://www.wired.com/story/artificial-intelligence-lgbtq-representation-openai-sora/

AI can now Identify People as Gay or Straight from their Photo

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/LGBT_people_and_military_service

https://web.archive.org/web/20160604075033/http://belfercenter.ksg.harvard.edu/publication/605/homosexuals_in_the_us_military.html

The following is a character description I wrote for my Literary Techniques and Story Development class. I got a bit carried away with the experience part and then constructed a huge conversation between 4 characters.

Character Description

Name: Chad

Physical Description: Chad is 25 years old and looks like a stereotypical white American. He has short blond hair and blue eyes. He is also larger and more muscular than other men his age with very large and strong arms.

Personality Type: Chad is quite competitive and is proud of his achievements both in physical sports as well as games of skill like Chess and Shogi. He is very adventurous and takes risks that are not safe, but he always has the strength or intelligence to get out of any mess he finds himself in. He has many friends that he plays sports with and a Golden Retriever dog which he named Gold General after a Shogi piece.

Chad’s Fear: Chad has a secret that he worries people will find out about. He conceals his fear through his confident facade of always being the winner. He can get anything he wants in life, but he fears losing his friends and family if they ever find out what his secret is.

Chad’s Love: Chad loves animals, especially his dog, Gold General. He is Vegan and does not hurt animals because he sees them as having unconditional love. He believes that a dog really is man’s best friend.

Chad’s Dislike: Chad dislikes attending church with his parents because he finds it quite boring. He doesn’t really want to sing in front of people or listen to the pastor preach about things he doesn’t care about. Although Chad doesn’t enjoy church, he goes every Sunday so that his parents won’t think he’s a lost heathen. He believes in God but thinks sitting around and listening or talking about things is a waste of time.

Chad’s Experience: Chad played soccer one Tuesday afternoon with three of his friends. He was on Matthew’s team, and they were playing against Luke and John. Chad and Matthew beat the other team 15 to 5, with Chad scoring 12 of the goals. After the game they all ordered Pizza from Sarpino’s and then talked about their lives. They all had a debate over what the sermon was about on the previous Sunday.

The conversation went like this:

Matthew: Hey Chad, we sure had a good game. I know I wouldn’t have won if I wasn’t on your team.

Chad: Hey Matt, don’t be so hard on yourself. If you would like, I could help train you to kick the ball where you’re trying to.

Matthew: Thanks Chad! By the way, what did you think about the sermon on Sunday?

Chad: Can you remind me what it was? I wasn’t paying any attention. I just go so my dad doesn’t say I am not a Christian.

Luke: I remember it. Pastor Mark was reading from Romans chapter 1.

John: That’s right, it was about idolatry. People created things that they worshipped instead of God, who created those things.

Matthew: I don’t remember that part at all. I was talking about verses 24 to 27, where it says God gave people over to their sexual desires. What do you guys think that was about?

John: I guess it’s about people who make their sexual desires an idol that is more important than God. It’s all part of the same thing, really.

Luke: No, it’s not that at all. Clearly, it was talking about homosexuals and how their desires are so sinful that even God has to give up on them and leave them to live out their sins.

Matthew: So does that mean that if someone’s desires are sinful, God has abandoned them?

Luke: Who cares? It’s not like any of us have anything to worry about. We are Christians, and we are straight, exactly like God intended us to be!

John: Especially you, Luke. I know you were looking at Stacy the whole time. Maybe she’s your idol.

Luke: Hey I’m just appreciating God’s divine art!

Chad: Watch out, Luke! Stacy is the pastor’s daughter! Get too close, and you’ll still face the wrath of God!

Luke: Better worry about your sins, Chad! You have the sin of greed because you take all the girls.

Chad: I can’t help it. They all come to me. Maybe I can send some your way, and you can leave Stacy alone.

Luke: I see how it is! The real reason you come to church is also to have a chance with Stacy.

Chad: Yeah, you caught me! You’ll have to beat me in sports first before you fight over girls with me.

Luke: Fair enough, Chad!

The four friends continued to talk about many different things as they ate pizza and laughed. Chad felt a little bit sick inside that he lied to his friend Luke. The truth is that he pretended to be interested in dating Stacy because he didn’t like the way Luke was talking about Stacy. She was just an idol to Luke, and Chad agreed with John. He also noticed that Matthew had gone silent as the other three talked for the rest of the night. He decided to talk to Matthew about it more when the two of them were alone. Something was not right, but he didn’t know why.

I saw the saddest post on Instagram of a trans woman who said, “idk if I wanna spread my holes every day anymore just to survive”.

And I knew what she meant. You see, the problem is that since so many transgender women are denied employment, they turn to “sex work” as a way to pay the rent and bills and buy food. They are forced into a life of sexual slavery because they are discriminated against and can’t get regular jobs like cisgender men or women can.

And, of course, in many places, prostitution is illegal. Some want to legalize it because this is how they make their money. However, as a transgender woman and a celibate, I not only don’t agree with the legalization of prostitution, also called sex work. I have my reasons for this, which I will write about here.

First, the idea of sex work is a form of allowing yourself to be raped. You may say that it’s consensual because you have agreed to do something for money. The problem is that you are saying that money generates consent. If money generates consent, then literally all anyone has to do is give money to anyone that they have raped, and all of a sudden, it is a consensual agreement! But how much money is required? This idea opens up a huge list of problems and undermines consent.

I don’t buy that idea. Maybe my opinion doesn’t count for much since I’ve never had sex, but I know that sex is not the same as a regular job. It comes with the risk of sexually transmitted diseases and unwanted pregnancy. No, it’s not the same as being a stocker, sacker, or cashier in a grocery store. It’s not the same as running a business with actual products that you create and sell. Doing those things doesn’t give you STDs or get you pregnant like sex work does.

Second, to call prostitution a normal job is an insult to all people who do work that takes actual effort and talent. Sure, you may put some effort into it, but it’s not something that you will be proud to put on a resume because it’s not experience that qualifies you for any other job. Don’t compare it to work that takes serious mental and physical strength, like the jobs I have done.

Third, the presence of so many trans women in the sex industry is giving people the idea that transgender women are all sex objects to be used or that they are, by nature, extremely sexual. Many people think only of pornography when they see trans people because that’s the only place they have seen them before. For this reason, I don’t approve of prostitution or pornography because it further damages my reputation. I am tired of people asking about my private parts or asking me if I “suck dick” or “take it in the ass”.

Because of transgender women in the sex industry, people assume that I am like that. I am not, and I will not be silent as you wreck my reputation.

Fourth, there is one more problem with prostitution: it feeds the abortion industry. The majority of the people doing sex work are going to be straight people, and the unwanted pregnancy that results will just be an obstruction to business. I believe that the sex industry is behind the legalization and promotion of abortion.

So the interesting thing is that pro-life laws will affect the sex industry because those women who make a living off prostitution will no doubt not be able to do so the same way.

I imagine I am not the first person to make this connection, but I have never written about it before. I think it is something that needs to be part of the discussion on abortion. My position is that prostitution is never ok. It’s understandable when it is the only way to make money. Still, it’s not ethical or consensual, nor is it something a pro-life person should have a favorable view of because it only keeps the abortion industry making tons of money as they are paid to kill babies that will result from the sex trade and pornography.